Why they became member of the O.T.O. 32 in dispute with the Caliphate
Date: Tue, 16 Mar 1999
From: XXX
To: koenig @ cyberlink.ch
Hello brother!
I am now in dispute with the Caliphate and am in possession of some
facts that may interest you. This concerns the person referred to in
Liber D as NEMO who certain people known to you and I believed was "The
one who comes to follow"
I am not sure how much you may already know about this but,the person
concerned turned on the Caliphate and Thelema in general and now works
for the British government. I know as much as William Breeze and co
about this person and his work, having myself been threatened by him
and I think that, rather than this matter being kept within the
Caliphate, others should be given the information too. This person
claims not to be a Homunculus, as many thought he would be , but an
alien who is in two places at once by means of the cryogenic suspension
mentioned in Liber D number 244. He is currently preparing to publish
material that is not exactly pro 93 along with some physics that you
may find interesting even in the incomplete form I have. Did you see
Stella Rimington's lecture on British television in 1994 where the head
of MI5 recruited " a person living somewhere in the U.K. " to the
service of that organization? That was where he left the OTO.
Date: Tue, 23 Mar 1999
Subject: Br.Zero
To: koenig @ cyberlink.ch
First I will set the parameters for this correspondence, which I am
sure you will understand is of a most sensitive nature.
I will at no time give you information on other matters of OTO business
than that of our renegade brother. At my initiation I was taught to be
cautious and neither will I be giving any clue as to my own identity or
position within the organization. I am in dispute with the leadership
of the Caliphate OTO but they do not yet know it. There has been a
paralysis whereby they have refused to answer or make any comment upon
the communications they have recently received from the one who had
been expected to expound the anomalies in Crowley’s legacy. I do not
believe that the information they now have should be kept silent. It
should be shared with all relevant groups especially because of the
stated intention of the person concerned to publish negative material.
It will be my biggest difficulty to remain anonymous and if your
enquiries lead to someone telling Breeze and co of his ‘mole’, I may be
forced to vanish again! You may as well free to share this data with
your trusted brothers, there is little point me worrying since I have
taken the decision to communicate and it is no good being half hearted
about it. Any interested brothers of yours may e mail me if they wish.
I said "I am not sure how much you already know about this" for good
reason and I will be asking you a couple of questions a little later in
this letter which I hope you will answer openly since I am after all
going to be giving you some of the most interesting information on
magickal affairs you will ever have read.
In years previous to 1989, some of us in the OTO had of course seen the
strange references in Liber Legis and also in Liber D and had drawn
certain conclusions that I believe may have been shared by members of
other groups. I will briefly outline those conclusions:
The Book of the Law was written by an intelligence entirely separate
from that of Aliester Crowley. This intelligence we thought was of the
kind usually dealt with by those in the gnose; a discarnate
intelligence, and the situation was thought to be one where such
intelligences having a controlling interest and influence in the
affairs of Earth were wont to link themselves with magicians from time
to time. Aiwass was thought to be a chief or the Chief of these
intelligences and ,as you know, both of the books I mention show
foreknowledge of events here that Crowley could not have had. This
understood, the promise of ‘one who comes to follow and to expound’
becomes a serious matter, awaited eagerly by us all. So far I believe
that you and I are on common enough ground and the pages of Liber D, I
think, have also been seen by many to be linked with the puzzles and
the promise of Aiwass. The dictionary has many entries that are
obviously nothing to do with the gematria defined by Israel Regardie in
his introduction to the Weiser edition of Crowley’s qabalistic
writings, and the person who tries to feel joy in unifying certain of
the entries of number 55 for example "Thief; stole. A footstool." or
the entries for 340, 338 , 75 or 42 etc etc will get nowhere except by
self delusion and it was agreed that this book in fact refers to future
events on Earth that directly concern the OTO. What did it all mean? We
wondered, and why so many references to conflict? Who is NEMO? Why
"Peccatum" for 418? Why "Silver, fell down, decidit" for 160? Etc etc .
As well as hoping for the arrival of the emissary then, the OTO was
wondering about the purpose of "Hiram Abif," the cunning artificer
allegorical of Perdurabo and in 1989 events took a dramatic turn. In
the north of England - see 226 - there was a small oasis run by David
Rietti who has now "left" to form his own group, and one of the members
of the Manchester Oasis brought a new member to the fold. This person
caused great excitement when he turned out to have been studying alone
for ten years or so and also to have brought meaning to many entries of
Liber D. His name is Mmmm and he was born on 3.4.62 at 49 Rhodes
Crescent Rochdale Lancashire England.- see 49 "A bringing forth,
nativity" and also 42 angel of Aries. This person, at the time of his
joining was a professional classical guitarist and former ******, thus
satisfying the entries above mentioned for 55 and also 276 "A cithara".
He clearly had not realised the significance of Liber D and was unaware
of his own significance to the leaders of the OTO re that book. He
stated that he felt a need to write and to "begin a life’s work" and he
was left to get on with it, with certain of us wishing him to "hurry
up!" Patience was the key word and off Mr Mmmm went. He settled in
Weston Super Mare - 60 "The Southern District" and 526 "Superliminare"
( the similarity here is relevant as is the similarity in 97 - "A
brick, tile" to his surname ‘Mmmm’) 780 - "I dwell/ have dwelt, shore,
bank"
In 1990 he returned for a short visit to Manchester during which he
took the first degree and it was then that the whole matter was
confirmed beyond doubt. Still ignorant of the secrets of Sepher
Sephiroth but known already to us and himself as a full M.T. ( He had
already begun to make pronouncements that showed his conviction that he
was the one mentioned in Liber Legis ) Mmmm took the magical name
"Brother Zero". The name NEMO in Liber D has been tried before and no
one expected the real McCoy to have that name. The name Zero was the
true name and even the way he said he he had made the choice was
fitting. "I don’t really want a name. No name is best but still one
name comes to mind.". The Caliphate OTO now believed itself to be in
possession of a vehicle for Aiwass but not one they had intentionally
made by any means that one might say corresponded with the commonly
supposed method of producing a Homunculus. This was not a homunculus
but a person who was then or would later be taken over by Aiwass to do
a job the nature of which was still not known, especially to the
brother concerned. He vanished again to Weston Super Mare and was not
heard from until 1993 when he wrote a letter formally claiming the
grade of M.T. which he considered himself to have held since childhood
- as would befit such a one, we thought - That letter did not reach the
leadership because of the interference of the next person in the chain,
not David Rietti but one Barry Fitton of the new encampment in Rochdale
to whom Br. Zero had , quite properly, addressed his message. It was
not until 1994 that a telephone call to David Rietti really set the
ball rolling and it was then that the previous claim became known. When
told of Mr Fitton’s omission to forward the letter ( no doubt due to
his wish to remain the superior brother in Rochdale) Br. Zero was
unperturbed and said that what he had to tell the OTO was not connected
with "supposed grades" but pertained to all degrees. On his first call
to David Rietti he was directed to telephone the O.H.O in the U.K., and
on speaking to Clive he was redirected to David Rietti whose knowledge
of Liber D and Liber Legis was more detailed. As arranged during
internal communications at this time, Zero was advised to have full
explanation of the number 42, whose inclusion in the book "The
Hitchiker’s Guide to the Galaxy" was held to be a special evidence in
itself. (The answer to Life the Universe and Everything = 42)The number
of the name had to be counted and this was expected to be accompanied
by the right numeration of the English alphabet referred to in Liber
Legis. Zero answered David Rietti’s request for this data by saying (I
quote here pretty accurately) "I can tell you all about 42 , and also
how to throw yourself at the ground and miss" This latter is another
puzzle from the book by Douglas Adams (and whoever else). A meeting was
arranged to take place in Manchester on June 21 1994, the Summer
Solstice and then something unexpected happened.
Shortly after the actual event, I saw a recording of a lecture given on
June 12th 1994 on BBC 2 television channel, "The Richard Dimbleby
Lecture”,. This lecture is given once every few years and the most
recent was by Prof. Richard Dawkins, the geneticist. In 94’ the
lecturer was the - then- head of MI5 Stella Rimington and the subject
was ostensibly the post cold war security situation. For half an hour
or so, Mrs Rimington spoke of the remaining threat form the KGB and
also of international terrorism. However, for about five minutes at the
end of the lecture, she addressed "a person living somewhere in the
U.K." who was being recruited as an agent of MI5 there and then. Her
words were cryptic and could not be understood by anyone but the person
addressed, this much was obvious, but there were also references to
occult connections of the addressee "You have just destroyed a ring of
700 Satanists" and "There is no plot to force you to take the 10th
degree" These quotes as well as "You have already given us a code
capable of 69000000 combinations" made it clear that she was addressing
"our" incarnate extra terrestrial intelligence. She even said quite
blatantly "We know you are in touch with something". The meeting with
David Rietti did not occur. Zero did not turn up and the OTO leadership
waited in the hope that all would be well, that this was part of the
script. After all, does not number 66 refer to something that really
ought to have a government involvement? Also 375 and 114. The last
minutes of that lecture were not reported in the media - no doubt due
to their being asked to stay silent- and the public remain unaware of
it. I have asked several and only one remembers the "real life James
Bond" who was apparently mentioned on the evening news just prior to
the lecture staring. Also, I am aware that a russian was ejected from
Britain in 1995 for snooping around the TV networks and that the
newscaster Dermot Murnaghan said "This is thought to be connected with
last year’s lecture by Stella Rimington" The 1995 news item may have
been meant for Zero to see and so to know that the KGB were looking for
him.
We waited, and did connect number 66 to ‘the authorities’ in relaxed
fashion but in 1995 I travelled to Glastonbury music festival, knowing
that Zero was going to be there and it was there that something
puzzling happened which you may know something of or be able to help me
to better understand. Whether or not you will tell me is another
matter, but bear in mind that I will be sharing some material in coming
messages that is given in good faith. We need to cooperate in order to
at least understand what is going on, even if we cannot do much about
it. I will tell you all about the prophecies of Brother Zero, his
expounding of the writings of whoever it was that wrote Crowley’s works
and will give you the numeration he has provided William Breeze with -
in which the name Brother Zero does add up to 42, as does the word
‘Aliens’ and in which both the name William Breeze and his magickal
name Hymenaeus Beta both add to 89! - in later e mails.
Back to Glastonbury festival. At that festival the remaining members of
the band Led Zeppelin were billed to play. I was standing close enough
to Zero to see his reaction when Page and Plant walked onstage with
their backing group who were all dressed as ancient Egyptians. Their
drummer was even bald a la Master Therion. When all were in place,
Robert Plant took the microphone and said to the puzzlement of all but
myself and Zero:
"Someone out there got a problem with our Egyptians!" as one of the
backing group held up a square of card about 10 inches by 10 with a
black circle printed on it. A ‘Zero’. The target of this ‘attack’ was
induced to visible laughter and has since stated his pleasure at being
acknowledged by so famous a person. The question however is this:
How did Plant know in 1995 that which we did not, namely that Zero was
even then hostile to Thelema. Only the security services of the US and
UK knew this and so it is obvious that they had decided to tell someone
in the OTO that the situation had changed. Whether or not they told of
the Caliphate’s knowledge of these matters is unknown to me, but if
Robert Plant knew, someone in the OTO knew too and that could
conceivably even include William Breeze. Someone in the OTO must have
had direct contact with the security service and I ask you now what you
know of the affiliations of the musicians I mention. I suggest that it
would be well worth making enquiries in your own circles. Mine have
given nothing but I feel that even in 1995 Breeze was keeping very
quiet about something he knew. If not his own contact with the
authorities then perhaps his having been warned of Zero’s stance by
someone who had been told ‘from the horses mouth’.
All very odd.
My second question is one you have already shown is within your remit.
In your internet material you write of the lyrics of David Bowie and
the threads of occultism that run through them. However, you do not
mention the song "Hello Spaceboy" and I wonder why. Why did you not
include this song in your examination? Who was he speaking to , if not
Zero?
To conclude this preliminary outline, it remains to tell you that, in
the last two months, Zero has contacted William Breeze and others and
has begun to tell of the "Termination of Abramelin" the removal of
"vain idols" He says that the whole of Thelema is an analogue for the
evils of this world and that the OTO is to be used as a public
demonstration of “police functions and his capability to deal with
every kind of criminal behaviour" The main point is that Zero says that
he is not discarnate when "at home" but is the single male of a species
he calls The Faonim. He says that he is Aiwass and that he and his
sisterhood interfered with Crowley’s idea of a New Age Bible and the
dictionary , adapting them after an initial "time scan" to "fit another
purpose". He leads a sisterhood, he says, and Thelema is finished,
having been no more than “a convenient house of cards". There is a
community of flesh and blood people of many species that is spread
across the Universe and which Humanity will be joining in the near
future; that is the main body of Zero’s ‘prophecy’. The material I have
read is certainly thought provoking and the numeration too is
consistent with entries in Liber D. This character is not to be lightly
dismissed and his conduct demands a better reaction than the present
paralysis of the Caliphate leadership. Most interesting of all is his
claim to be preparing to publish - with the authorities’ approval - the
completion of physical theory, both of cosmology and particle physics
and also details of new technologies made possible by this full
understanding of the Universe. By this latter I mean space travel. The
ship mentioned in number 66 is , according to Zero, now under
development and "di alieni" are due to arrive shortly after his death
and return to home world. The gnosis is irrelevant, he says, and 42 -
the Supernal Mother unfertilized , loss ,calamity, refers to the lack
of any sperm whatsoever among the extra terrestrial races and the
Humanity of the future. Reproduction is by DNA design and accelerated
growth in artificial ‘wombs’. No digestive tract neither and this leads
to a subject relevant to some and despised by Zero. Sodomy is to be
erased from Earth life, he says, and sex magic in its entirety is also
anathema. The occult is to be "wiped out" and he points out that the
name Aiwaz adds to 41 which is how I came to say that he threatens
those he writes to, even though he says he is not engaged in personal
battles but only in a ‘virtual’ war against Thelema and the Occult in
general. He does not pull any punches I can tell you and you should
know that he has read your internet articles and has found them
"unpleasant and informative, especially regarding the Fraternitas
Saturni ". As it turns out, because he was left alone by the OTO and
was never asked for details of his previous studies, no one realised
that this was not a sex magician. In 1990 he did tell David Rietti that
sodomy was "filthy" but this was not properly noted and , as I said,
Breeze just sat there sacred as ever . So, which OTO group are Robert
Plant and Jimmy Page connected to? Don’t tell me that they are
independant because they aren’t. Someone from MI5 spoke to someone who
spoke to them and all I ask is your honest cooperation in this as in
the matter of "Hello Spaceboy!" However, if you don’t know the answers
to these questions , just say so, I am not setting not a ‘price’ for
further info! Zero has said that he has no idea either and that his
sisterhood is playing a game with him in some respects. (He wrote of
his amusement at the attempts of Page and Plant to attack him in an e
mail to the Grand Lodge and the Treasurer, your friend Bill
Heidrick)The aliens apparently leave him to get along and find his own
way, piecing together a "jigsaw" of the OTO picture. He considers us to
be "an entertainment" and that the issue of the damage done by farmers
to the environment is far more important than "the ineffectual 93
current". I think we should show him differently. I will send copies of
the messages sent to William Breeze, edited so as to protect my
identity and position. There will be plenty there to allow you to see
what is happening.
As I just said, Zero knows of your work and you may well get some
message from him yourself, I ask that you tell me if you do get
anything in the coming months.
Date: Wed, 24 Mar 1999
Subject: Aiwass
You don't sound too bothered whether the OTO/93 current is in trouble
or not. But I am interested to hear more of Crowley's perception of
Aiwass. The distinction is to be made between discarnate spirits on
other planes and flesh and blood people on other planets. I will access
your site but I may have a question or two that I hope you don't mind
answering. I thankyou for your help with the Bowie song but still I
wonder about Page and Plant. Perhaps the security people spoke to them
in particular then. As for Mr Page wanting to sever his connections, it
did not look that way in 1995 when he was showing them off to the full.
Are you not interested at all by the MI5 connection and by this
person's work in the field of Physics? I think that this is far more
relevant than any amount of the usual occult practice.
Date: Thu, 25 Mar 1999
Subject: Mr Breeze et al
I don't mean to say that his sacred majesty is connected to the
security service, only that there have been some odd goings on that
manifested at Glastonbury when Page and Plant spoke directly to a
person who is currently troubling the Caliphate. This person most
certainly *is* Mi5 connected and is quite open about it. When I
mentioned a paralysis in the caliphate leadership, I meant a paralysis
in respect of the matter of Br. Zero only. They have made no reply -as
far as I know- to the renegade's messages and have not told anyone
outside their group. I call this paralysis.
I know what you are saying concerning the 'true' OTO but, when you
consider that the British government has seen fit to employ a person
who claims to be an alien, then he probably *is*, and when that person
is very much anti everything the true OTO, the untrue OTO the 93
current and the 92 and a half current or whatever and whoever else you
identify as your own slant on 'The Occult', this matter can be
understood to concern us ALL.
If Zero works for THEM and THEY don't like what we stand for then I
think that we have a problem. You must be aware of the general lack of
purpose perceived by many in the various orders with regard to the
future and especially with regard to the Book of the Law. "What are we
supposed to be doing?" Many have wondered "Why did this Aiwass choose
to speak to us if not for some purpose? Where is our purpose?" zero
claims that the purpose is a virtual war where all of the Occult is to
be "wiped out" and that includes all orders OTO or otherwise.
Date: Fri, 26 Mar 1999
Subject: Your Articles
I find that I have already read the material you recommended and thank
you for it. It occurs to me that I also read somewhere a reference to
the quality of your English by a friend of yours. He seemed to be
suggesting that you might improve a little. I would like to take the
opportunity to compliment you on your command of the language. I don't
see much, if any room for improvement and if mine is as good then I am
happy.
One question for you: What is all this about coprophagy etc. Is this
common practice or a matter of taste (ha ha)? To me it seems to detract
from any gravitas Crowley may have in modern occult circles. Spermo
gnosis is one thing but this? Are you certain of it? I am no Crowley
head or even 93 adherent but this seems a shame.
Date: Sat, 27 Mar 1999
Subject: Your English
I wasn't adding to hints about deficiencies. I was complimenting you.
Now you say that you believe Aiwass to be an invention of Crowley and I
begin to understand your lack of interest in the 'alien' assertion.
Thanks for all of your help, your articles have been most informative.
Of course I understand Crowley's twisted mind in this matter of
coprophagia, sodomy etc etc. He and others think that doing something
abominable proves them to be strong and 'enlightened'. This is obvious
delusion. True strength comes with discipline and in keeping sex in its
proper place i.e. for the expression of love between the opposite sexes
of the human species and for reproduction( for a short while yet,until
DNA design is fully employed, and men no longer have sperm or women
wombs see 42 loss calamity. The Supernal Mother unfertilised. If you
don;t know the significance of Liber D now, you should start reading.
There you will find described "The Termination of Abramelin" "Vain
idols" and so on.) There *is* no 'Spermo Gnosis'. It is a delusion of
those who like to ritualise sex. Sex magic is perverted even when
heterosexual and it will not be allowed to continue in the beautiful
future. Treating women as sperm bags is not on Peter and it will not be
allowed. There is a Universal Police Force who have certain
capabilities that will straighten out every sexual deviant on this
planet overnight and everyone will be happier, including you and the
vile F.S. What a gang of fools that is! Do you really think that sperm
gives you 'power'? I think it is just an excuse for stupid behaviour.
Anyway, you will be hearing of me soon. My thanks for your help are
genuine, I know little of sex magic having never bothered to do any. I
saw it as a waste of time when I was 16 and instead searched only for
the true pronunciation of JHVH which I will soon publish. I am NEMO,
number 165 and all of your brotherhoods, whether you like the 93 house
of cards or not, are to be terminated. Coprophagic eh? The public will
LOVE you lot. I am going to use you all as a model for the evils of
this world and show everyone the cruelty of Thelema and its associates.
For example, they can see their own lack of Humanity in the exhortation
to "Stamp down the wretched and the weak" and see an example made of
some Satanists.( for such are those who worship Baphomet and co)Crowley
did a useful job and the appointed time is nigh. Aiwass is a flesh and
blood person, a male 'alien' who is unique in that he is the only male
of his species. The others are sisters and they are going to do some
cleaning 'Work' on Earth. See 415 Liber D. I shouldn't think you will
write back now, you occult types are so strong that you are scared if a
piece of paper blows across the street. You may be an exception
though.However,despite my hostility, please note that this is business
and not a personal war. I will never attack you personally, nor even
mention your name in public unless you do first. Sorry I had to be
deceptive but Breeze is scared stiff and doesn't know what to say to
his ex 'Homunculus'. Note in Liber D the reference to the biblical
story of Joseph who was sold into slavery. The Caliphate thought they
had sold me to 'Di Alieni' but I was always 'referred to the Moon', to
my *sisterhood*.Check the book out. you've been missing something
there!
The party is almost over. Say your goodbyes and get out of the Occult.
You will feel better later. As i advised Mr Breeze and co, the sooner
you start living properly the less upset you will be in two million
years time when you look back at your first life.
Aiwass
Date: Wed, 31 Mar 1999
I am happy that you, unlike my 'brothers' have replied to my message. I
may well have made some assumptions about you that were incorrect but I
have not read all of your material. I hope that you can correct me
where I am wrong and I will now answer openly any question you may
have. THe deception was obviously not required in your case and I
apologise for it. I have got so used to these skulking, scaredy cats
who don't know what to do next that thought I would try a different
approach. I am not actually online at home mostly because I find that
the net interferes with my other work by its sheer addictiveness. I end
up talking too much and not working hard enough. My specialities are
Physics and future Prophecy and I have a lot to do. I will give you
more concerning the termination of Abramelin after the weekend. Once
again my apologies for my deception.
Zero
Date: Tue, 6 Apr 1999
Subject: 42
OK, the true tale of the Caliphate’s pet ‘homunculus’, Joseph the slave
who broke his bonds and who has been found "Much too much, too hot to
handle" in the words of that renowned commentator on occult affairs,
whats his name again...? From my early teens I was aware that I was the
one whose ‘guardian angel’ was Aiwass and that the claim of Aliester
Crowley was false as was his self given status of LOGOS. Nor did I
think that I was that LOGOS, being happy enough in the Age of Osiris,
but I did know that I had some job to do among occultists that would
someday become clear to me and which would involve the removal of
Aliester Crowley from his post, among other things. That job
description began to arrive in my mind in the late 1980’s when I was
introduced to the caliphate by a friend of a friend who was its only
member in Rochdale at the time. This was Barry Fitton, a person who was
actively recruiting just about anyone he could drag to a gnostic mass
and, when he partially convinced me that he was indeed a member of an
organisation that at least claimed to be the OTO I had read of in my
early years, I went for it. I was soon introduced to David Rietti of
Moston, Manchester and took the minerval degree. At the time of my
joining I knew that I was not a minerval and David Rietti let me know
that he knew my true ‘grade’ (?) too. I took the oath of the M.T. as a
youngster and my entry to the order was believed significant because of
certain entries in the book Liber D that had always been understood to
refer to the one mentioned in Liber Legis "one cometh to follow thee,
he shall expound it" etc. I told David Rietti that I was that one, that
I would be writing the book that would clarify all of the puzzles of
Crowley’s legacy. Now Peter, if you are to follow this tale fully, you
do need to look at Liber D. No gematria is required at all, for such is
irrelevant and is known to be irrelevant by the caliphate leadership.
The instructions of Regardie re meditation on the entries and their
unification with each other is for those who do not know of me and to
whom the book can have no other meaning than that they find by number
psychosis. That book refers directly to future events that involve the
arrival of alien species on Earth at the appointed time. Upon my
joining OTO the key entries for William Breeze, Bill Heidrick, Lon Du
Quette, Clive (OHO U.K. whose surname I do not know) David Rietti and
no doubt a select few others included: - A thief,stole, robbery,
pillage. A footstool. 49- A bringing forth,nativity - A guitar 226-
profound, hidden, the North. - NEMO etc - The Southern District
My birthplace was number 49 Rhodes Crescent Rochdale which is in the
North of England and, by 1989 when I joined OTO I was already living by
the shore in Weston Super Mare. I had served a prison sentence for
robbery and pillage of various kinds and was also a professional
classical guitarist who used a footstool when playing for David Rietti
and Lon Du Quette at an OTO mass in Manchester circa 1990. Nothing was
said to me then about these entries in Liber D and their awaiting the
coming of Aiwass in the flesh. I could tell that something was afoot,
that there was great interest in me and when I had mentioned my destiny
as being the writing of books whose nature I did not yet understand I
saw a clear look of suppressed excitement on Mr Rietti’s face. They
knew who I was as soon as they had my birthday (Aries, as in 42 ,angel
of Aries) and other data that fitted the bill and it was after I took
the first degree and met Lon Du Quette at the Manchester mass - who had
apparently flown in especially to do some 4th degree initiations for
people from London and Norway - that I saw very clearly that they knew
that I was who I had always known myself to be. Mr Du Quette invited me
to "come and stay with us in California" and gave me his address and he
did so having picked me out from a hall full of people after I had
already seen a person I later had identified as OHO U.K. stare at me as
soon as walked into the building when he had supposedly never seen me
before. These people knew and were waiting for my writing which is why
they patiently left me to get on with it without ever asking me a
single question about my approach to Thelema or the occult in general.
If they had, they would have been far less enthusiastic. I suppose that
I am inescapably regarded as the I.H.O of the OTO, at least by the
people I mention. This includes David Rietti and , his higher degree
colleagues in the F.S. ( if he has told them that is! Hmmm! ) His
sacred majesty Br. Breeze is presently busy trying his best to find an
escape clause I am sure! I write to him now and then with gems from the
new numeration I have for the English alphabet, as promised in Liber
Legis. (The name William Breeze and the name Hymenaeus Beta both add up
to 89 in that numeration.) This was done by us as an example for you
all. 93 is just a set up for us to knock down in public. When I had
taken the name Zero, Dave Rietti was visibly shaken and said only "duly
noted" .They had seen 165 and did not expect the true ‘homunculus’
would take that name. Various pretenders no doubt have called
themselves NEMO so as to support their delusions but such were never to
be taken seriously. The name Zero was all they had needed to hear and
it was my pleasure to tell them a few months ago that it adds to 42.
Loss, calamity etc. ‘Aliens’ Brother Zero (The name Peter is also a
name of God. God is the whole Universe and all its people, see 406
THOU, A name of God) The Supernal Mother unfertilised. No such thing as
spermo gnosis for anyone, especially me. Aliens fire blanks, and the
ladies have no eggs. It will be the same for Humanity before long. As
for degrees, I hold the first degree of OTO and that is all I required.
They cannot get rid of me now, having accepted my status ten years ago
and even before they met me. They try to deny my truth as they fall
asleep at nights, but I am 70 - An apparition, nothing i.e. Zero/NEMO
and I am going to do my job. Even if you think that I, Aiwass, am an
invention of Aliester Crowley, they do not. There were many anomalies
in the book Liber D and these can be summed up by drawing attention to
the constant references to subversion and conflict. 25, 29, 121, 132,
123, 87,*160* re the Silver Star. It doesn’t take long to get the gist
of the book and I don’t want to go into detail if you aren’t
interested. Put it this way Peter: If you aren’t bothered, know that
William Breeze and Co including David Rietti are very bothered. I never
did meet Mr Breeze and often wonder what he and Heidrick look like. Do
you have any photos? I have warned them all that I will be publishing
material on physics and new technology that will give me a position
from whence I can make a fatal attack on the occult and that includes
all of those involved in ‘The gnose’ as you put it. That was the source
of my assumption concerning your own activities. You did address me as
‘Brother in the gnose’. I take no interest in such mistakes. Discipline
is where benefit lies and that does not mean constriction or abstinence
from good loving sex, it means control of thought and clarity.
Ritualisation of sex is like any other ritual. Suppose, for example,
that we take a set of golf balls and paint them in different colours,
giving each a particular degree and magical power. When I hold the red
one in my hand I have this power and the blue gives me that power.
These are keys to the mind only because we have made them so. There is
no real force in the ball or its colour and so it is with ‘spermo
gnosis’. The fact is that sex is a powerful urge and it feels good, and
also there is a climax point which all lends itself to ritual use and
attribution of powers to varying acts. Degrees are given and a system
made that is false and dangerous. Dangerous because it leads the
practitioner into perversion of the right purpose of sex which, in
these days that are close to the obsoletion of natural reproduction, is
for expression of love between opposite sexes of the same species.
Spermo gnosis? I think that even the daftest ‘magician’ understands the
ritual use of perfumes and sigils etc in that these keys have no power
in themselves, but I can see that this understanding has been lost when
it comes to so called sex magic. The ‘adepts’ think that there really
is ‘something’ in the sperm, when there is really nothing but a
delusion and the present biological function of the sperm as a
fertiliser for woman’s egg. That is what I meant when I said ‘there is
no spermo gnosis’ I recommend that magicians get on with the real work
of "Know Thyself" and keep sex where it should be. The only sex magic
is to look at your woman as you fuck her and think: “I love you more
every time we do this! Yum yum yum you gorgeous, soft curvy creature!".
Spermo gnosis? Wake up! Not only in the above points are the F.S. /OTO
and others mistaken, but also in their foul treatment of women as sperm
containers. Brotherhoods smell bad, they always did and their time of
stamping down the fair sex are drawing to a close. Anyway, I am trying
to make a friend of you and consider that the volume of information you
have produced on the OTO Phenomenon gives you a vital status for my
progress as a warrior of Light, of the True Gnosis. You mentioned 200
websites and I would like to know how to find them all please. I never
really had much knowledge of OTO business and organisation because my
contact with them was infrequent and Crowley doesn’t say all that much,
at least not plainly. I know about ‘magic’ though….Master of the
Temple? Here’s an English word for your expanding vocabulary:
"Bollocks!" When I was a child I would have called myself M.T. but now
I do not even hold the first degree as far as I am concerned. They can
stick it wherever it is they stick their gnosis these days. I am no
discarnate spirit or homunculus, some unfortunate being who is usually
without a body or who was put together from the distorted psyche of an
occult group, I am a flesh and blood person, an alien from another
world who is in the employ of the U. K /U.S alliance - as detailed
earlier - and who is going to begin to clean this place up a bit before
the meeting of races that will take place after my ‘death’. Now I hope
that you do not take offence Peter, for none is intended to any of you.
I attack the image only. Please ask me some more questions, but
understand the importance of Liber D and Liber Legis for these mutual
friends of ours and also the fact that, like it or not, you are
connected to Thelema by association of Aliester Crowley and the ‘93
current’ with OTO. I can expound allsorts of stuff but only if you want
to hear. I have a lot of other work to do, as I am certain you have. I
only wish I read German.
Your friend
Zero
Date: Mon, 12 Apr 1999
Subject: Proof?
This is all the proof I have of the perception of me as I.H.O. of OTO
by the Caliphate and by David Rietti and as many of his colleagues as
he may have told. I have had no contact with any of the Caliphate other
than Lon Du Quette and Clive Harper and I will begin my description of
conversations back in 1994 when I first met the aliens and when I had
telephoned David Rietti partly in order to begin my ‘expounding’ and
partly to seek the support of a person whom I did and still do consider
a friend, even though I am now also his ‘enemy’. At that time I was
surrounded by ordinary people, including a non occult girlfriend and
none of these people could understand my ‘rebirth’. I suppose I needed
to hear from someone who knew that I was telling the truth when I said
I was an alien. Up to then, the reaction of David Rietti when I told
him of my magical name and the attention paid by Lon du Quette and
Clive Harper had confirmed to me that I was rightly regarded as the one
referred to in Liber Legis. You asked for more on these matters. David
rietti was visibly dumbstruck when I said that my name would be Brother
Zero. He just stared for a few seconds as you would if you had just
found a space alien in your lounge. I cannot say any more than that. He
just went silent and stared, then said quietly "Duly noted." I had
never met Clive Harper in my life, yet when he turned a corner and
entered a room that was not visible from outside and which was full of
people, I saw him staring without anyone having pointed me out. I
believe that he had seen a photograph taken secretly for the perusal of
others. Lon Du Quette singled me out of the same crowded hall and
invited me to go and stay in Caliphornia ( thanks for that pun Peter I
have repeated it already!). Now, these incidents are no more than the
‘inspiration’ you understandably feel is of little use to you. I know
that you are not exactly best of friends with Breeze and co but I will
tell you a fact about myself that you may come to like me for, even
though I may turn out to be your ‘enemy’ too: I do not tell lies. If
ever I say to you that I will or will not do a thing, you may regard
that as a bond of honour. If I tell you that these people perceive me
in this way, you may believe what I say. The first call I made to David
Rietti gave an indication of my perceived status. When I said that I
had information coming in from ‘outside’ He said " I can’t discuss this
with you. You’ll have to talk to the O.H.O" he gave me the number of
Clive Harper and I spoke to him next. He said that the matter of the
book Liber D was not his speciality. He was not a numerologist and that
I should speak to …David Rietti again. All Clive kept repeating was "
get down to earth" " be calm and get down to earth" I did not mention
aliens directly, having been asked previously to be careful of what I
said on the telephone for fear of MI5 surveillance ( ironic in the
circumstances!). However, when I repeated that "stuff is coming in from
some very weird sources" he said " I believe you, but speak to David
now." He seemed to feel that he was out of his depth. I rang David
Rietti again - who had spoken to Clive in the interval I had given upon
request of david Rietti in the first place - and he then spoke to me,
having been authorised to do so. I repeated my need to talk to someone
who had a clue as to what was going on and he said " There are about 75
people here, working on your behalf" Strange enough in itself since
there were far less than that number in the Manchester oasis at that
time. This I now understand to have been Mr Rietti referring to the
number 75 in Liber D which is one of their errors, i.e. to regard the
‘aliens’ (whatever they meant by that at the time) as being feminine
singular, masculine plural. Or even hermaphrodite singular……I failed to
understand his ‘message’ and simply added the 7 to the 5 and made 12
which was the key of the numeration I had received and also was
relevant in the only degree I held. We arranged a meeting for the day
of the Summer Solstice, which I never cared a damn for, and he did not
say much or ask anything excpet that I must not forget "the tally from
the Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy" This is a popular science fiction
story in which a giant computer is asked for the answer to ‘Life ,the
Universe and Everything’ which it gives as 42. This book was regarded
by him and no doubt others as having been interfered with by the same
persons as interfered with Liber D and Liber Legis. I think that the
main point to note here is that they thought they were dealing with
discarnate spirits of some kind (which is why I ask of you more data on
OTO perception of Aiwass) and I had not yet told them that they were
really dealing with proper aliens from other planets not other planes.
I did not go to the arranged meeting because I was ordered not to. The
aliens made themselves more visible and made their position regarding
the occult clear over the days before June 21st and also Stella
Rimington gave the lecture I mentioned on television when she told me
that I was now on the right team, among other things. (You have cleared
up the matter of Jimmy Page and Robert Plant addressing me at
Glastonbury in 1995, and I now think that my invisible colleagues in
the security community simply told the musicians and that the OTO got
no information at all. I thank you for that.) It was not until recently
that I was further instructed or ‘asked’ (I am asked to say asked!) by
di alieni, the sisterhood, the Star Goddess, to take up arms against
the Thelemic orders and others associated with them. I wrote to William
Breeze and Bill Heidrick and have had no reply because they fear that
to reply would incriminate them. I would obviously have circulated such
a reply to others such as yourself and they remain silent. I know that
the points I have made have been received and have upset the cart
somewhat and that is because I have a line of communication which gives
me just enough data to encourage me to go on. The aliens tell me a
little, but not too much to make life too easy for me! I next contacted
David Rietti by telephone and it was immediately obvious that he had
been patiently waiting for me to return from whatever job the spirits
had put me to and that he did not know of my hostility to his creed.
Even a letter from me in 1996 that had warned him that "the OTO is
being prepared for surgery" had been misinterpreted to mean that his
ejection from the Caliphate was that surgery. He had already left when
he got my letter. "good to hear from you" he said when I rang and when
I apologised for not turning up in ’94 he cut me short and said "you
can fill me in with all the details when you come up to Manchester"
going on to tell me of his ejection from the Company of Heaven and the
fact of his forming a new OTO. I listened as he told me that " a close
friend of mine who is senior in the Fraternitas Saturni resigned in our
favour and gave us (he and Irena) a charter to form a new OTO which is
the true OTO" (no doubt this truth deriving from the position of his
friend in F.S.) Now, although I used a little deception in your case,
it does not come naturally to me and I had been waiting to say to a
‘leader’ of the OTO for some time "Its all over! 42". I did not keep my
hostility secret which might have been one choice that would have given
me more information, I just told him there and then that I was the
being Aiwass and that all occultism is abrogate. However, my approach
to this is not one of personal conflict and we arranged a meeting for
the week after (february 6th ish) and I went to meet him in Manchester
at a bookshop run by one of his group. The telephone conversation was
friendly and I had advised him that he should change sides and work
with us against Thelema and the occult in general. At 12 midday on a
Thursday (exact date unknown without ringing my mother to find out what
week it was that I visited her recently) I met David in the bookshop
and we retired to a small room to discuss the news he had waited five
years for. I told him now that I was the projection of an alien being
from deep sleep on another world and that I was anti Thelema. I told
him of my work in the field of physics and technology and he listened
carefully as I told him of my current employment status. After a while
he asked me "Is there any way at all that you could have any doubt as
to the outcome of all of this?" He wanted to know whether I might be
wrong and the aliens pro Thelema after all. I replied that I have no
doubt since my contact is complete and comprehensive. I have had
detailed info on future events (though, as I say, not too much on the
present) and Thelema is no more than a house of cards set up as a
demonstration of the triumph of decency over lawlessness. Now he began
to see the point and I quote the following perfectly " So you are going
to use the OTO as an analogue" I said that was correct and that he
should change sides now, for his own satisfaction later, since all
people live forever.(new bodies provided, memories downloaded. Details
available upon request) He said " I don’t care who you are, I will not
serve" "It has taken me thirty years to get where and I am here by my
own free will. I will stay here." I recognise a person’s need for
honour and so I accept his error. I told him more about the future and
he grasped at a straw by saying " Oh there’s a war in heaven. It might
not be as you say." He is trying to believe that there are somehow more
than one set of aliens who are fighting over the Earth "The real wars
are not fought with guns and bullets" He said to which I answered "
There is no war. Only a set up virtual skirmish that was arranged
before this planet was ever formed." It was obvious that he believed
every word I had said and that he would rather not have heard any of
it. Curiosity killed the cat they say, and he had waited patiently
until then. Before I had really got very far (three quarters of an
hour)he said "Right. Thats it. I am terminating the interview" He had
decided to stand and fight what cannot be fought and we returned to the
public part of the bookshop / café where I went on to give him some
numerology and the numeration itself as well as some of the spacecraft
data. I remain David’s good friend and he brightened up after a few
minutes or so. He said that he looks forward to reading my work and I
got the impression that he even looked forward to the start of the
‘war’ as though he felt that it was the culmination of all of his
occult involvement. That *is* what the OTO are for after all! David
Rietti sees this and is resigned to it. We exchanged small talk and I
told him again that this was ‘business’ not personal. He is happy to
accept that and is under no illusion that I am terrible as described in
Liber D - 42. That entry "Terrible and strong" was a test number for
me, as are others, and I passed years ago. I am gentle and civilised
but I will hammer the OTO without hesitation or anyone else who treats
life and surroundings badly. Because I did not manage to tell him
everything I wanted to, I wrote to him several times and continue to do
so at intervals as I do to Breeze and Heidrick. They too are aware that
this is not personal.
You should be fully aware that I am far too strong to harbour personal
grudges. Every person will live forever and I consider all to be
friends, how ever mistaken they may be at present. I am a sturdy blusih
green skinned 6 foot 3 inches tall, I am utterly bald and have slanty
black eyes that can even change colour if I wish. I am able to select
possibility lines from the future and set them. I can alter thoughts
and do all sorts of related ‘miracles’ so I cannot allow anyone to be
in the position of enemy. Aliester Crowley is my enemy and so he was
taken into my mind and body upon his death along with certain others of
Earth’s worst. None of you are my enemies. Remember that even though
you don’t care that much for my words at present and maybe laugh at my
exalted claims.
I have no documentary proof of anyone’s beliefs concerning Brother Zero
but I tell no lies. Its up to you what you think, but I have just given
you the biggest secret of the Caliphate OTO and of David Rietti’s
group. I do not know who is party to this info but my sisters say there
are a ‘few’. I have just had a word with the QBLH too. (addenda - I
thought it seemed a bit quiet in there! Still, I have information that
tells me someone there 'likes' me)
I will be maintaining a presence in several of the internet’s occult
forums and you might find the exchanges interesting. The only problem
is that the leaderships of the groups concerned seem a bit scared to
say anything in their own names. Does the Caliphate itself have a forum
that you know of? What is Kenneth Grant’s e mail address please? Who is
David Cherubim? Ben Fernee? I know him, but he wasn’t OHO as far as I
know. I want to know now what you are prepared to tell me. Nothing is
fine, I have enough to do my job, but a few e mail addresses, URLs and
additions to your published work would be very welcome and quite
confidential. I had already read your articles on the web and my friend
will report on the book Abramelin and co.
Your friend
Zero
Date: Tue, 13 Apr 1999
Subject: Re: IHO
You are misunderstanding me.
I am a person who never had the slightest 'connection' with either
Aliester Crowley or the OTO. Before 1904 I was with my people on
another world. In fact, right up to 1962 I was surfing waves and
laughing, only taking a brief look at the oocult world. All of our work
re Crowley and OTO etc had been done long long before 1904. The date in
1947 when Crowley died and was absorbed by me was no different than any
other day in the life of Zero.It was only in 1962 that the person I
described yesterday went into deep sleep and the person writing this
was born.
The dates you ask about are *irrelevant*. In 1904, Aliester Crowley
decided to write a stupid book which we interfered with. That and Liber
D are all I had to do with him until bridging his consciousness and
storing his memories, which are unlikely ever to be required.
The name Aiwaz or Aiwass is a name we picked for him to use, and it is
the *supposed* link between he and I that has been useful. The
Caliphate and other 93 orders thought that we were discarnate 'friends'
but I now tell them that, in fact, we couldn't care less for the filthy
occult. I am linked to the OTO by our adaptation of the Crowley legacy.
The caliphate leadership put Brother Zero in the position of 'messenger
of Aiwass' and expected a different message. It is this that had given
me the power to disrupt their minds now, and to break them later. Even
your own OTO is linked by the public perception of OTO to mean
'Aliester Crowley' and it will have the same trouble as the Caliphate
when I reveal it as a Satanist group. Baphomet?
The public will easily see who that is.
So.. I never had any connection with the guardian angel perceived by
Crowley. *That* being was imagined by him -while I was surfing and
kissing my wife - and given the name we chose for the being who helped
with Liber Legis and Liber D( i.e. me and my wife). As you point out,
Aiwaz was later perceived by Crowley to be *external* and that means
that he was at last shown by us that his work was not all his own. The
Caliphate leadership and others realised this because the text of those
books is obviously externally provided by someone who could see the
future and they waited for me to arrive as the incarnation of Aiwass
who was wrongly seen as IHO of OTO. It all depends upon what you mean
by IHO. If you mean 'a spirit who is somehow linked to the order then
that is not what I am. If you mean an alien who has his own body and
life elsewhere and who is going to wipe the OTO out as an example to
All, suing the misconception of his nature to start the process then
you are about right. David Rietti, for example, believed in a world of
discarnate intelligences until I told him of real live aliens with
their own bodies who have made up a cunning plan fthat the OTO and
others have used as a basis for their house of cards. Its called the 93
current. This is just a set of social trends on a planet that had to be
left to grow up on its own and these trends will soon be reversed in
sharp fashion.
Do you see what I am saying?
I am Aiwaz/Aiwass, an alien who just has lots of names and who has
little to do with the OTO except to use them as an example of
thoughtlessness to the rest of the world. This whole planet is due for
a cleanup and a stunning 'Arrival'.
What I was doing pre 1904 was Surfing. Also after 1904 I was surfing
and right up to the day of my going to sleep I was surfing. Who the
heck was Aliester Crowley anyway? The only one worth altering my
lifestyle for is the one writing this.
Zero
Date: Wed, 14 Apr 1999
Subject: Death
You still don't understand me. I have a family out there and only this
person writing to you has any real time connection with the green
surfer. Someone important?(Real time is where the alien is frozen
during a visit to Earth and non real time is where the connection is
only madebriefly upon the death of some particularly stupid man who is
judged unfit for integration into the wider community.)
Listen now: If you think that you are dealing with some one who is
vulnerable to psychological warfare then you are mistaken. The being
concerned, and his wife,made a plan and are now executing that plan.
You just need to read:
No alien has any interest in the occult except to wipe it out. Only one
person is required and that is me.Try to let go of this incarnation
chain thing. The alien concerned has a life of his own and tries to
stray away from this place except where necessary. By all means
continue your questions! Please tell me , for my amusement, who died in
1962 that you were wondering about? My birthday was 3rd April, 5.45pm,
just before the evening television news. I slept through my birth and
remained asleep for three days so that gives you a 'buffer zone'!
Zero
Date: Thu, 15 Apr 1999
Subject: Re: Death
By showing the public what sort of stupidity the orders get up to, by
showing them the vile ness and cruelty of Thelema, the majority will be
repulsed and a smaller number will want to join up.
Then, at a time long ago planned, the aliens land and use their control
functions to erase any occult interest whatso ever. During the
polarisation period, a lesson is being taught: That only one species
has any 'psychic' ability at all and that this is used responsibly for
the benefit of everyone else. Crime is impossible and so is the mental
delusion of the average occultist/ medium/ fortune teller etc etc.
I will begin the process by telling everyone about the OTO (helped by
you!) I will be able to do this convincingly because my work in the
field of physics and technology will give me a platform to speak from.
My claim to be the one adressed by the director general of MI5 in 1994
will give me extra weight and the OTO will first grow and then vanish
forever.
Simple.
Zero
Date: Sat, 17 Apr 1999
Subject: Evidence
Liber Legis recommends allsorts of antisocial behaviour to its
adherents and the public *will* believe that the orders subscribe to
those recommendations. Why else would they be in the order and read the
book. The public will be quick to condemn what is obviously foul. They
will condemn Thelema and that condemnation will encompass all of the
orders, even yours. OTO = Baphomet= Satan= Evil. and so on. The public
are very sharp in some ways. Sharper than those who will try to evade
the truth by claiming only partial belief. "I never heard of Baphiomet"
some will say, but that will be no use. ALso your work is most helpful
since you reveal the practices of these orders in detail on 200
websites. Crowley's diaries too are going to be seen by the public, and
they will render the stupid attribution of greatness to this idiot
utterly hopeless. Put simply, I don't need admissions or video
recordings. There is plenty of evidence already for decent people to
understand the OTO et Al.
It will take a little while for me to begin since I have much writing
yet to do. You will know when I start.
Your friend
Zero
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