An Open Epistle on the Expulsion of Frater Achad Osher 583
(J. Edward Cornelius)
or
"Hymenaeus my ass, he's acting more like a Hymaniac!"
Kalil
I.
Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law. - AL I:40.
Some might be wondering why I've bothered to write such a lengthy
volume about my felonious expulsion. It's because twenty three years, or
almost half of my entire life, has been dedicated to the service of the
Ordo Templi Orientis and I think such deserves an explanation as to why
it's all suddenly bathing in such tragic circumstances. In truth, you may
not be inclined to even care about what you're reading and I accept this
with no animosity or snobbery. I've actually written this piece more for
myself as a form of a cleansing or catharsis, a purging in order to make
sense out of the events, that I might close a chapter on with my life and
move on.
I wish to begin this Epistle by telling you a little about myself. I
am almost fifty, my name is Jerry Edward Cornelius, fraternally known to
the Ordo Templi Orientis as Frater Achad Osher. I have had a strong
interest in Aleister Crowley since the late 1960s. In the mid-seventies I
began corresponding with Grady Louis McMurtry (1918-1985), or Frater
Hymenaeus Alpha 777, the past world leader of Aleister Crowley's OTO.
Shortly thereafter I joined the Order. I considered Grady a good friend
and personal mentor. In fact, Grady spent time at my house in Connecticut
on several occasions. I have always been directly involved in writing,
teaching, publishing, or a political capacity since the beginning and have
given literally hundreds of lectures within the OTO over the years. I am
an historian. I love preserving things for posterity. Thus I write out my
story.
In 1977 I was Chartered by Grady Louis McMurtry to run The Frater
Achad Chapter OTO which brought Crowley's OTO to the state of Connecticut
for the first time. The Chapter was elevated to full Lodge status on April
23rd 1978 assuming the name Brocken Mountain Lodge. My Lodge was No.4 on
the National Registry. I was also involved in founding Brocken
Publications which ran for six years and distributed Crowleyanity world
wide. I published the Lodge newsletter, Hellspawned, A Newsletter of
Brocken Spectres. In 1978 Grady personally initiated me into VIIth Degree
OTO and the following year I joined his lineage of the A.·. A.·. and rose
steadily within the ranks. In August of 1981 I assumed the motto of Frater
Achad Osher. On April 22nd 1984 I took both the VIIIth Degree OTO and
8=3 in the A.·. A.·. from Grady McMurtry in Syracuse New York. Sadly, Grady
McMurtry died in July of 1985.
On June 21st 1986 I was Chartered to run a Rose Croix Chapter of the
BML. I remained Lodge Master and in charge of these bodies for over ten
years which is one of the longest terms of leadership for any single body
in OTO history. In February of 1987 I established the first Clerk House in
my branch of the A.·. A.·. and later that year I stepped down as an OTO Lodge
Master in favor of running the affairs of the Clerk House full time. In
1987 I moved to New Orleans where I rented a room at Kalili Oasis of the
OTO which was Sallie Glassman's house. Years earlier I had acted as her
Saladin and had initiated her into the Minerval Degree. In late August of
1989 I moved to Berkeley California where I now reside. In 1991 I was
again offered the position of a Lodge Master. This time I became the sixth
Lodge Master of the oldest continually operating Lodge in the world,
Thelema Lodge OTO, a Lodge which Grady McMurtry personally founded. I held
this position between 1991-1993 and I was also placed in charge of Neb-
Het Chapter of the Rose Croix of TL. After retiring from these positions I
worked closely with Pangenetor Lodge OTO, whose Lodge Master was my wife,
Marlene Elizabeth Cornelius. Originally from New Orleans, Marlene worked
very closely with the OTO in that area being instrumental in the
development of Kalili Camp through its elevation to Kali Lodge. She and I
both published and distributed Crowleyanity under the name Pangenetor
Publications. In 1993 we began formulating plans for a larger format
publication of 220 pages entitled Red Flame, A Thelemic Research Journal.
The following year we released the first issue, The Poetry of Grady Louis
McMurtry, to rave reviews. We are currently in the process of producing
our eighth issue of this journal. In 1995 I declined a position being
offered to me to be in charge of yet another Rose Croix Chapter here in
the Bay Area. Shortly afterwards my wife stepped down as Lodge Master and
closed Pangenetor Lodge. Since 1996 both myself and my wife became
semi-retired from running any outward affairs of the Ordo Templi Orientis.
We've primarily devoted most of our time to lecturing, writing and
publishing Red Flame and other related materials within our branch of
A.·. A.·..
What Bill Breeze did not realize when he threatened me with expulsion
is that I smiled, knowing it could only be a hollow victory. I had
withdrawn my support years earlier. At the time my wife had given birth to
a beautiful son, we had just bought a house and life was great. I was
totally disgusted with the constant lies and deceit. Especially here in
the Bay Area. The spinning of tales, the cover-ups and the infamous
'damage control', all so the lower degrees or outsiders never hear the
full Truth. I know about this because as an upper degree I was personally
involved in doing it for what I believed was for the sake of the Order.
With time I began to feel dirty, almost sadden by what I was doing. I
wasn't belonging to a fraternity whose aspirations were dedicated for the
future of humanity or the spreading of Thelema. It was all a farce. I got
so tired of it all and five years later it seems like it's still happening
if not at a more unrelenting and ruthless pace. Anyone who comes forward
to question or speak out against what they feel are injustices have their
claims loudly disputed and are often called liars. Let's hear it for
Frater Hymenaeus Beta's 'fraternal methods of dealing with problems' but,
then again, he believes that if you don't follow him, his policies and his
interpretation on 'everything' then you're (quote) "an enemy of the
Order." Therefore he has the undisputed right to besmirch your reputation
if not out right slander you in order to make it seem like you're the
'real' problem and not himself. This is not what I had joined years
earlier, when being in a Fraternity meant what it implied.
So, I stopped paying my dues, walked out on the political bull and
simply got on with my life. I went into 'hiding' and it's been a great! I
didn't officially quit because I still had optimism, possibly silly I
admit now in retrospect but deep down inside I wanted to believe that
someday the Order might change its destructive ways. Still, I remembered
what Charles Stansfeld Jones had written when he walked out on the Order
in 1918, "Quite recently I was impressed to resign from the O.T.O. and to
withdraw my help in that direction, and having done so, I felt a wonderful
calm, and a realization of entering into the Tao." I can attest to feeling
this calm. It helped free me to write and all my efforts were thrown into
publishing Red Flame, A Thelemic Research Journal. It is fair for you, the
reader of this Epistle, to wonder what brought me out swinging if I had
already disassociated myself with the Ordo Templi Orientis. What
aggravated me and got my blood boiling was not that I was being expelled
but how it was being handled. What I wrote in Red Flame No.7, The Magickal
Essence of Aleister Crowley, which pissed off Frater HB was up front, open
and honest. I never hid in the shadows and threw rocks. His reaction was
bathed in slander, lies and deceit. This was then followed by a blatant
cover-up, if not a twisting of the facts, so that he could be unblemished
while he trashed my name as an enemy of the Order on totally different
accusations. No one should have to go through with what I had to endure by
a reputed spiritual leader.
II.
It has been wisely said that he who hasn't accumulate enemies, hasn't
truly lived or accomplished much in their lifetime. I wish this wasn't
true but it does seem to be the case. Red Flame No.7, The Magickal Essence
of Aleister Crowley, was met with phenomenal reviews worldwide and sold
out within a month. The majority of the letters I received said that
although they couldn't agree with some of the material it was refreshing
to see new thought in a stagnating Thelemic world. However, there was a
tiny bit of negativity thrown my way. You could count all the complaints
on one hand with four fingers remaining. It's easy to tell where the foot
stomping, crying and petty whining came from or rather who was the
disgruntled. He belonged to one particular lineage of the A.·. A.·., Marcelo
Motta's and his name is Frater Hymenaeus Beta or rather William Breeze. It
seems that I perturbed his reasoning by daring to discuss a certain
sensitive issue in an open forum which he wanted concealed or kept secret
from everyone. I let the world know that there are other branches of the
A.·. A.·. besides his own. Mea culpa, mea culpa, mea maxmis culpa, may the Gods
forgive me for this ultimate sin of honesty and Truth. Yes, I made it very
clear that just because he can put an ad in the back of an Aleister
Crowley book it doesn't mean that his is the only A.·. A.·.. However, for the
record, I never once attacked his or anyone else's right to exist, as he
has repeatedly done in regards to myself and many others. I simply
expressed that, contrary to what he would like the world to believe, he is
not the only A.·. A.·..
The first grumbling began soon after I released Red Flame No.7 around
October of 1999 but it never really amounted to much, or so I thought.
However, friends who were close to Bill Breeze started hearing outright
slander upon me and my lineage. Even though they were his friends they
quickly informed me of what was being said. It was apparent that Breeze's
anger had little to do with OTO issues but remained centered around my
discussing of A.·. A.·. lineages. This is a subject which he has repeatedly
tried to dispute in order to proselytize his own obsession and be
undisputed King of the Hill. In fact, in March of 1997 he made the
following comment in an email to another person, and I quote, "We are
trying to cure people of this unhealthy obsession with spiritual
lineages.'' At the time when I was sent this quote I did not assume that
by 'curing people' he was implying plotting to eliminate, by any means
possible, me and others, thereby leaving only his lineage remaining in
charge of the OTO. Although most people are well aware of Breeze's attacks
on other groups and his lawsuits over copyrights, few realized that he has
been quietly, behind the scenes, making war on the inner schools. Red
Flame No.7 opened up this can of worms for the first time in a public
forum. It exposed his under belly, his sensitive spot.
I started to hear through the grapevine that there was talk about
expelling me from the Ordo Templi Orientis. I thought, "Over A.·. A.·. issues?"
He can't do that. It's bad magick, it crosses the planes and it would
inevitably be catastrophic on his behalf. Besides, twenty-three years in
the Order had taught me not to get too emotionally attached to anything
one hears unless you can substantiate it with facts. Take it all with a
grain of salt. Weeks turned into months from when we had released Red
Flame No.7 and still absolutely no one called or wrote to voice their
concerns about any problems with my publication. I figured that I would
ignore the occasional hearsay and believed with my heart that if my fellow
brothers and sisters were upset they'd do the honorable thing and inform
me of their grievance as a brother to a brother. I believed, that if I was
really being expelled, they'd inform me of such in writing, listing those
charges from A to Z which warranted my banishment. I believed that our
fraternity would always let a person know of any serious infractions so
that a person would be able to respond to formal charges and defend
themselves with due process as set up by our Constitution. Yes, I once
believed in a lot things regarding how fraternities work. But then again,
the OTO of today is no fraternity in the fraternal sense. It borders on
being a deceitful cult where everyone jumps to the tune of one man rather
than following the Order's stated ideals.
The comedy of errors which unfolded in regards to myself can only be
summed up as being tragic. The official written agenda of the upcoming
Areopagus meeting was dated March 22nd, 2000. It arrived at my house on
the 31st. The day after I had posted portions of Red Flame No.7 on Peter
Koenig's web site. These were predominantly sections dealing with A.·. A.·.
lineages and, contrary to what my suspension letter implies, they did not
include quotations from the OTO's initiation rituals. Still, being honest,
I knew when I had given Peter permission to post the material that Breeze
would not be a happy puppy. It was one thing publishing 156 copies of Red
Flame with the information about A.·. A.·. lineages but it's another to make
the data widely available for all to read at their own discretion. Yet,
silly me, I assumed that if Breeze had a real issue with these articles he
would have called me back in October of 1999 when I released the issue of
Red Flame. Posting the information on a web site five months later was
simply a mute issue in my mind.
As for the agenda itself for the Areopagus meeting, although rumors
had persisted that I was being expelled during this meeting, I was not
listed anywhere. As far as the OTO Upper Degrees were concerned, I wasn't
even an issue. I assumed that this was why I had never been brought up on
formal charges and why I never received anything in writing in regards to
being expelled. It was all just rumors. With time I learned that I was
mistaken. According to my diary entry on April 25, at 3:40pm I received a
message on my answering machine. It began, "Hey Jerry 93! It's Tony
Iannotti ..." I quickly picked up, in shock. After over ten years what
brings him to call? I quickly learned that Breeze called Tony, left a
message saying, "I wanted to talk to you about a real emotional issue so
you don't overreact." Breeze then went into it, saying the issue is about
my impending expulsion on Saturday over the last issue of Red Flame or
No.7 & he also sited Koenig's web page and the stuff I've posted on it.
Tony also told me that "what Bill was saying did not make any sense as to
an official reason." Tony, besides being a IXth Degree OTO initiate is an
very old friend whom I've know since the mid-seventies. He belonged to my
OTO Lodge back in Connecticut, Brocken Mountain. The reason he called was
his concern about what he heard from Breeze. He was shocked. However, his
phone call was the very first 'official' communication from anyone in the
upper degrees that I was in any sort of hot water with the OTO.
Two days later I received an email from Tony, saying, "I just wanted
to drop you a quick note ... Bill did call me yesterday morning about 6AM.
We talked about the issue, and his demands are extreme: Pulling the Red
Flame, the Koenig pages, and issuing an apology. I admitted that that did
not seem likely. He admits that the main issue is A.·. A.·., but that it is an
OTO issue because the two are entwined in the arguments. He also thinks
the timing is suspicious, and does not like your association with Naylor
and Koenig." I thought about Breeze's demands and later that day I
replied, "Pulling the Red Flame, the Koenig pages, and issuing an apology.
!?!?!? ... All I can say is, he's an idiot if he thinks that I'm going to
do this. If I did, I'd be crawling the rest of my life." I felt these
"demands" were not an attempt, from a brother to a brother, to fraternally
resolve an issue. They were loud, aggressive, if not obnoxious wall
builders which a true Thelemite would never consider imposing upon
another. They were also mandates which no Thelemite would ever agree upon
unless desiring to be a slave. Even Tony admitted this. He responded
rather quick to my comment on Breeze's demands, writing, "I knew it was
untenable when he told me and told him I doubted the likelihood of it.
Maybe part of the plan is to request something that he knows will never
happen." His statement whispered the divine kernel of Truth about my
expulsion. There was no chance for a solution, never was, never would be.
Upon receiving his email I quickly fired back a reply, "Yes, the
charges are something which I can not defend myself against. If Bill says
the majority issue is A.·. A.·. related, then how can I justify my actions in
an OTO trial? This also shows why they haven't issued any official charges
in writing. It's very sad that Bill wants to continue this attack on
Grady's lienage. It's been brewing behind the scenes for awhile now and I
knew it was only a matter of time before it exploded." In regards to Tony
telling me that Breeze admitted that the main issue is A.·. A.·., but that it
is an OTO issue because the two are entwined in the arguments, I replied,
"Yes, it's been an A.·. A.·. issue all along but he can't touch me here so he's
attacking me through the OTO. That is how it's entwined." As far Breeze
thinking the release of Red Flame was suspicious, I replied, "It took
seven, eight months to get Red Flame into the publisher. It was NOT
something I planned on doing deliberately to coincide with Naylor/Koenig &
others. It's not a 'BIG' conspiracy. If Bill thinks otherwise, it's his
paranoia." And as far as Koenig's website, I told Tony, "... where is the
'official policy' written or published where it states OTO Initiates can
not publish anything on Peter Koenig's website or you'll be expelled. ...
I'm being expelled for this, first, without every knowing it was an OTO
crime which I could be charged with. This is the problem with Bill Breeze
and his witch hunting in recent years. At a whim he accuses members of
crimes which are not listed anywhere in OTO tenets. People are being
blindsided after the fact. Then, they either have to become unThelemic by
falling to knees and begging forgiveness in the hopes that they are not
thrown out of the Order or they have to remember their IInd Degree Oaths
via Liber OZ and stand up for their rights. Rights which are totally
un-defendable in Bill's eyes. It's a no win situation." What I was trying
to tell Tony is that Bill Breeze never approached me for an harmonious
solution over what he felt was an indiscretion on my part. He instantly
made threatening if not degrading demands and then got extremely upset
when I didn't comply. What did he expect? I've known Breeze for over
twenty years. If the shoe was on the other foot and someone issued those
type of mandates to him, with an 'or else' attitude, he'd be as pissed as
I was. The bottom line is that a wall instantaneously went up between us
and it became a test of Wills to see who would budge first. What Breeze
didn't realize was that I had nothing to loose since I wasn't emotionally
tied to his OTO any longer.
Let me further elaborate upon Bill Breeze's three demands. I believed
his first demand was ludicrous. First of all, Red Flame is an independent
publication with absolutely no ties to the OTO. His demands can be summed
up by two words, censorship and restriction. He basically does not want
anyone to publish anything which disagrees with his fostering mythos or
discusses any A.·. A.·. other than his own. Months later Tony Iannotti said
that he thinks there might have been a communication error when he said in
an email that Breeze wanted RF closed down. He believes Breeze may have
only wanted RF7 stopped not our publishing company as a whole. Perhaps,
but I disagreed. If Breeze was saying this now it's another classic
example of him changing the story. I asked Tony, "Then why make such a
fuss over an issue which has been out-of-print for six months?" How can I
pull something long gone? It was technically 'already stopped.' It makes
no sense to continue attacking me. No, I think Breeze's Ego wanted our
company closed down, not just the issue. He didn't like No.6 The Foolish
Issue, obviously he hated No.7 The Magickal Essence of Aleister Crowley
and being a paranoid, he could only envision trouble with No.8.
Second, I learned that Breeze feels he is, quote, "at war" with those
who do not support his views of world domination, like Peter Koenig. I
learned that mere association with certain individuals on Breeze's
invisible 'hate list' now meant grounds for expulsion. But where is this
list? How was I or any OTO membership suppose to know whom to avoid? I
also learned that even if the person was your friend, no matter for how
long, if Breeze said that he has now determined that said individual is a
threat to the Order you must disassociate yourself with them immediately
or else face the consequences. Does the membership of the Order realize
what this implies? Instead of trying to determine if anything you've done
with the person is actually dangerous Breeze is now spewing forth the
blanket charge of he's an "enemy of the OTO." Which basically translates:
"I am the Supreme God of the OTO. I am therefore OTO and whomever
disagrees with me is my enemy, therefore, an enemy of the OTO." I have
watched Breeze's seemingly Caligulian bouts of paranoia spiraling out of
proportion over the years. Sadly though, in recent years, if he hates
someone then you must hate that person as well and let the Gods forbid if
you and the other person are getting together to talk about him and he
knows that you are! If I remember correctly, didn't Motta suffer from this
dementia? I can only wonder if this is a dis-ease infecting Bill Breeze's
branch of the A.·. A.·. tree.
What is sadder still is that if Peter Koenig is an enemy of the Order
and I am 'collaborating' with the enemy, then if I'm expelled I too am an
enemy of the Order if I continue my contact with Peter. Therefore, any OTO
member can be brought up on charges of collaborating with the enemy if
they communicate with me even if they've been my friend for over twenty
years. It's called spiraling paranoia on Breeze's behalf. But, if they're
not brought up on charges, then hypocrisy says, why couldn't I have a
friend like Koenig if OTO members can have a friend like me?
However, what the OTO membership is not being told is that the charge
of me 'publishing on Koenig's web site', although valid on some levels, is
merely a smoke screen on others. Basically, I can not be accused of
releasing A.·. A.·. information on Koenig's web site in an OTO court. So Breeze
decided to come up with "conspiring with the enemy" of the Order so that
he could justify why he demanded the removal of all my material off
Koenig's web site. But, in truth, it was not Koenig's web site that was
the full issue but rather what I posted on the web site that was
offensive. This was the material from Red Flame No.7 and the information
about A.·. A.·. lineages. If I released the exact same material on another
person's web site would he still be upset? The answer came back through
Tony Iannotti, after he talked with Breeze, that in regards to another
site, (quote) "he was not happy, said there were no neutral sites."
Although, in all fairness, weeks later he responded that he would let me
move all the material to another site if it could only be accessed by my
students and no one else. Of course, I declined his gracious if not
pompous offer because it was still an attempt to restrict or somewhat
silence the Truth. Later, he would do more back peddling on this demand
but I felt at that point I couldn't trust him. Besides, Peter and I were
friends, why should I be forced to give up a friendship if I wasn't doing
anything wrong?
Bill Breeze's third demand, that I write an apology in regards to what
I wrote about the A.·. A.·. in Red Flame, is even more ludicrous than his other
demands. I won't get into all the stupidity in regards to this but I said
nothing which wasn't 100% true and, besides, I was in a totally different
lineage. He has absolutely no authority over me to "demand" anything and
only a drooling, bug eyed, egotistical pompous ass would think otherwise.
Anyway, there could be no compromise at this point because I had no
intention of meeting his A.·. A.·. demands in the hope that I might graciously
be allowed to remain a humble initiate in the outer school of the Ordo
Templi Orientis. I felt that his solution was a self-centered
regurgitation of megalomania based upon benefiting his A.·. A.·. lineage while
silencing and restricting Grady McMurtry's.
The Areopagus meeting was held on Saturday April 29th 2000 in New
York. It took almost nine hours before concluding for the evening, over
four of which were devoted specifically to charges against me and my
claims of A.·. A.·. in regards to Grady McMurtry's lineage and other lineages
in general. Since I was never notified in advance, I could not give a fair
rebuttal or even defend myself. Breeze would later claim [June 5th] that,
(quote) "What actually prompted my late addition of the Cornelius issue to
the Areopagus agenda, pursuant to the bylaws and with the consent of the
members voting, was his collaboration with an open enemy of the OTO, which
he engaged in after the agenda was prepared." I wish to point out that
yes, the agenda was sent out before my material was posted on Koenig's web
site. He is correct here. However, if Breeze was that concerned over my
actions with Koenig why wasn't I immediately notified by phone of my
indiscretion? Why was I kept in the dark between the posting on March 31st
and until a few days before the Areopagus Meeting of April 29th? It
doesn't make any sense unless Breeze had no intention of trying to resolve
the issue or warn me of Peter Koenig.
Anyway, the Areopagus meeting began with Bill Breeze waltzing in with
a loaded gun on A.·. A.·. issues hoping that the OTO would simply expel me with
the wave of his hand. He gave a two hour history on his personal views of
how the A.·. A.·. and the O.T.O. are entwined. He flatly denied that lineages
exist. He explained how both of these Orders were once tightly connected
or entwined in Aleister Crowley's time but the connection became broken
during Karl Germer's life. The A.·. A.·. went its own way and was being run by
one of Germer's students named Marcelo Motta while the OTO, on the other
hand, nearly slipped into obscurity. He explained that the Orders are now
coming back together under his influence. I think this new version of the
story can best be summed up by someone from my lineage who heard the above
and replied, "Oh gag me please you blithering minstrel." What Frater
Hymenaeus Beta failed to point out is that Germer and Grady were both A.·. A.·.
& OTO initiates. Therefore, common sense dictates how could either one of
these gentleman loose the connection between the Orders unless they had
split personalities? What Frater Hymenaeus Beta was simply attempting to
do by using a 'Broken Connection Theory' was to sell his new and improved
belief that the A.·. A.·. never 'splintered' into lineages, it just moved away
from the OTO. It simply got a new address and didn't write home for
awhile. With this belief he tried to dispute the claims made in Red Flame
No.7. Now I realize what Tony implied on the 27th when he wrote that
Breeze admitted that the main issue with me "is A.·. A.·., but that it is an
OTO issue because the two are entwined in the arguments." All this was
unfairly brought before the OTO. In the end, the over all jest of his
remarks implies that the 'Inner Order' of his A.·. A.·. lineage decided for the
good of the 'Outer Order' (Ordo Templi Orientis) that I had to be
terminated from its ranks because I was considered a threat to their
authority. I had become an 'enemy from within' when I openly acknowledged
that besides Motta's, Grady McMurtry's lineage was also within the ranks
of the Hermetic Triad of the OTO. Breeze always tolerated me because my
lineage was quiet, never advertising or publishing. Red Flame No.7 changed
all that.
Fortunately, members of the Areopagus dealt Breeze a bitter blow which
must have really upset his feeble plans. It seems almost everyone present
believed that the A.·. A.·. issue should not be dealt with by an OTO body. No
matter how hard Breeze argued for the next two hours the majority did not
agree. Breeze did manage to convince them that some OTO charges in
relationship to Red Flame could be brought up and were serious enough to
warrant concern. Still, what distressed the Areopagus was the lack of
notice of formal complaint or specifics being made against me if they were
going to determine any guilt. They were also worried that the majority of
people who were voting by proxy were unable to apprise the issues
appropriately in time to instruct an informed proxy vote. This issue has
been the bane of the Areopagus in recent years. Bill Breeze waltzing in
with ten, twelve or even more 'blind proxies' to do with as he sees fit.
Almost padding the Areopagus so even if you disagree with him, he simply
gets away with what he wants because of an abundance of votes.
The final resolution was that the Areopagus would recommend to the
Supreme Council that it suspend me with proper notice for the duration of
a full investigation by a Grand Tribunal Court of Inquiry. I was told that
the A.·. A.·. issue would not be heard at my 'trial' and that I would only have
to face OTO charges. However, I knew the A.·. A.·. issue needed to be addressed
because this was 99% of my real transgression against Bill Breeze. If this
wasn't going to be allowed in my defense then what the OTO has effectively
done was to allow him to spew forth his foul stench of accusations,
slander and lies about me and my lineage for over four hours which goes
down in the official records of the Order and then it allows his A.·. A.·.
lineage to simply go back into hiding as an 'Inner Order.' However, at the
Areopagus meeting, Breeze admitted that his A.·. A.·. undisputedly runs the OTO
as a dictatorship and that both Orders are connected or 'entwined' as an
'Inner and Outer' school. He told everyone present that the view of
'lineages' was an outright lie and that his A.·. A.·. is the only true Order. I
personally think he made a major blunder by bringing up this issue before
a mundane organization as this meant that it could likewise be brought
before the court of public opinion. He brought the issue to birth in the
outer fraternities and now it's an issue alive on Malkuth. From there it
began to take on a life of it's own which is beyond all of our control.
On May 30th, the day after the Areopagus meeting, Tony emailed me
around 9:30am, saying "Well, it happened, and it took 9 hours, over 4 of
which were devoted to you. They did accept your proxy to me, and I hope
you don't mind that I voted against the motion to add you to the agenda
with your vote, as I expect you would have wished, but did vote for it
with my own, as I thought that nothing should really be done without due
process, and was betting on that becoming clear to others during the
discussion, and it did wind up that way. The first 2 hours were a sort of
history lection from HB on his perception of how A.·. A.·. and O.T.O. are
related. (that they were in Crowley's time, but the connection broke
during Germer's and it is coming back together now.) He expressed his
concerns about your intent, possibly aiming at the head of the One True
A.·. A.·., and I pointed out that your own writings express the opposite, you
argue for peaceful co-existence, and don't say that there is any One True
A.·. A.·. above the others. Others agreed. Almost everyone agreed afterwards
that the A.·. A.·. issues were not going to be dealt with by an OTO body
anyway, but there were OTO issues that would be. However, the Areopagus
does not do disciplinary actions, so none were taken despite many loud
demands that 'This body has to do something Right Now!', mostly because
there were others with me who were concerned with the lack of notice and
lack of formal complaint or specifics, and most people voting by proxy
were unable to be apprised of the issues in time to instruct an informed
proxy vote. There were also others who were absolutely out for blood. The
upshot is that a resolution was made to the effect that members of the
Areopagus are not immune from disciplinary action, but since they are held
to a higher standard, in cases of possible need of disciplinary action it
is recommended to the Supreme Council that it suspend the member with
proper notice for the duration of a full investigation, appointing a Grand
Tribunal Court of Inquiry to that investigation. As of last night the SC
had not yet met, so as far as I know you are not even suspended yet, I
hope you are not disappointed! ;-) You should now at least receive proper
notice if and when you are."
Certain people immediately did not want to be on the Tribunal. Some
were afraid of being, quote, "Assassinated." I wondered, what prompted
this? Tony told me, "That's one of the things that got some people really
upset. Koenig has pictures of HB's house in Austin and Marcus' house in
Berlin posted on his website, and they have received death threats. I am
not really sure of the details, but I got the impression they were (
omitted ) - related, if not directly from him. So posting on Koenig's
website made some see you as a collaborator, and they are taking a very
militaristic stance. They see the lawsuit as war, and this related." I
couldn't believe what I was reading and sadly I replied to Tony, "A
'collaborator' ... the lawsuit as 'a war' ... these are dangerous terms
spawning fear and hatred. It's a dangerous road which Bill is taking the
OTO down through his paranoia. It reeks of the Black Brotherhood." Tony
would reply to this comment by saying, "It really was a little scary how
much the OTO as military order came to the fore. I guess they would have
shot Crowley during the Great War. ;-)"
I also replied to Breeze's history lection by saying, "Basically this
translates as Breeze's (i.e. Motta's) A.·. A.·. is FINALLY admitting control
over the OTO." Tony would reply, "Yes, I would say that is true." I
continued asking, "... where does that leave the rest of us? Let's face
it, the bottom line is that Breeze is upset that I'm not 'accepting' his
claims and instead I'm pushing my own. At least he's now openly admitting
that only his A.·. A.·. claims will be tolerated within the OTO. It brings to
mind what Sabazius recently said on the Fifth Degree E-List, how no one
belonging to certain 'other' organizations will be allowed into Fifth
Degree anymore unless they promise to quit the other organization. Those
organizations are mainly undeclared, but the ones he did list claim other
A.·. A.·. lineages. Now I'm not saying Bill Breeze is wrong with this. It's his
right to exclude other lineages." What I was implying by my last remark is
that if Breeze was open and honest about Motta's lineage running OTO
rather than back handedly trying to eliminate the competition, I'd
understand better. Tony would disagree, commenting, "I don't see how the
OTO can legitimately exclude people based on their affiliations at all."
In some ways he is correct and I told Tony that I felt that the Universe
was big enough for all of us. I did point out that I personally think
Breeze's claims are bogus from an historical point-of-view. However, I
told him that I don't dispute the possibility of Breeze and others could
make an A.·. A.·. connection and carrying on a lineage. However, "I reject the
notion that one day I woke up and found out I had new superiors who rule
the Universe." To this Tony replied, "That's just it, you really don't.
New superior in OTO in 1985 yes, but any claims or attempts at taking over
A.·. A.·. just don't belong in OTO bodies. That became clear about 2 hours into
it. ;-)." I laughed at his optimism, jokingly replying, "Publish this
belief and you'll find yourself in hot water too. Bill Breeze's A.·. A.·. runs
the OTO. Cut & dry. The OTO [now] dances to those beliefs spawned in
Motta's lineage. All the OTO is now basically saying is, Bill, do your
dirty work and keep it quiet. On the other hand, we've been trying to
force him into the Light, expose his shenanigans as to what is driving his
actions."
Many within the upper degrees of OTO have known for years that
Breeze's A.·. A.·. runs the OTO and dictates what the official Thelemic
policies are for this outer Order. People have tried to deny this,
especially the lower degrees in the OTO who think they know better.
However, Breeze's A.·. A.·. tells the upper degrees of OTO what everyone should
learn and study. It dictates what they are allowed to publish and discuss.
Breeze's lineage believes strongly that no one can openly discuss The Book
of the Law and, because of such, the OTO is not allowed to publish
anything in this regards either. Breeze's lineage also wants to be
responsible for teaching magick, therefore, magick is taken away from the
OTO and it is no longer openly endorsed within the fraternity. I could go
on and on but, in Truth, I think the point is made. Motta's A.·. A.·.,
according to Bill Breeze, runs the OTO.
Back to my problems. In regards to Bill Breeze appointing a Grand
Tribunal I commented to Tony, "Sadly, even with a Grand Tribunal Court of
Inquiry it's already a done deal. It's a kangaroo court. They're going to
ask if I accept [Motta's lineage] as the Gods of all the A.·. A.·. and will I
deny my own lineage, forsake all my students and get with the program.
Effectively what they are trying to do is to eliminate Grady's A.·. A.·. from
the Order. I have no problem with that and I accept my fate as long as
they're honest with their policies. However, if I must reject my own
lineage and bow down to acknowledge Bill's claims or I'll be expelled,
what do you think my answer will be? Is this Grand Tribunal Court of
Inquiry really needed?" Tony replied, "You would certainly not have to
address his A.·. A.·. claims at all. The issue is OTO only, specifically the
words in the essays. The stuff that is on Koenig's site is only an issue
because it is Koenig's site. The whole universe of this discourse has
focused down on OTO issues only, and they have to play by those rules or
look really bad. I think if you proposed to distribute the essays only to
members (OTO or otherwise, just not public sales) and put your
introductory material somewhere else other than Koenig's site, that might
be an acceptable compromise to them."
I continued, "I think I should make myself a little clearer on one
point before leaving. I walked out 'emotionally' on the OTO awhile ago. I
came to the realization that it's an old Aeonic and dead fraternity. I'm
not against being a member for fraternity's sake and camaraderie,
friendship, etc. But I'm no longer deluding myself that the Order is
trying to help humanity embrace the new Aeon & Thelema. In truth, it's
not. ... What I've been bemoaning about of late is the lack of fraternal
gesture, bordering on cowardism which the OTO has displayed with their
treatment of me and its lack of honesty. HONESTY is the key issue. Up to
less that a week ago they were denying that my expulsion had anything to
do with the A.·. A.·.." Tony replied, "Yes, they are really scattered, and went
way too fast with this with no attempt to talk with you openly. That
became clear to the rest of the Areopagus during the meeting, and they are
directing that this be handles in a fraternal way going forward. I don't
know how many chances you want to give them, this may just be the last
straw of many, but I am encouraged to report that they are trying. (Much
more than I expected.)" I would reply that "I am willing to try too, but
not at the expense of my A.·. A.·. students worldwide. The last straw blew in
the wind awhile ago. We must face the harsh reality that we are only going
through the motions at this point. What is demanded of me is impossible. I
will inevitably be expelled." Sadly, Tony replied, "I suspect you are
right"
Finally, I asked Tony if I was 'officially suspended' or if I'd be
notified? He sent me an email saying that I should be notified soon that I
was being suspended but, "As far as I know the S[upreme]C[ouncil] has not
met, so you cannot yet be suspended." I read this and chuckled, quickly
replying, "I'm in Thelemic purgatory if there is such a thing. It's like
being stuck in Heidrick's house for a whole weekend."
On May 8th Tony sent me a lengthy email, of interest in it is when he
tells me, "I got a message on my answering machine that said that the SC
has met and voted for suspension during the inquiry. So you should get
formal notice this time."
Thinking upon all the events in play it's easy for anyone to see that
since Breeze failed in his attempt at the Areopagus to curb me and Red
Flame he immediately began a campaign to bring me up upon OTO charges
which could over shadow the A.·. A.·. issues. Let's be honest. If it were just
OTO issues which upset Breeze in regards to RF7, as people are being told,
then I would most likely have gotten a phone call, been informed of my
infractions in October of 1999 and told to cease & stop distributing the
issue of Red Flame at once. This type of indiscretion has occurred before
and it will in the future. After all, we're only human, we all make
mistakes and I'm not exempt from this folly. But in the past these types
of mistakes were usually dealt with on a fraternal basis, as a brother to
a brother. Open and honest. Talking, letting the person know that they've
made a mistake and asking them for the sake of the Order if they'd do XYZ.
Everyone would try to work out an amicable solution and only as a final
resort, when no other means are available to the Order, bringing it all
before a Grand Tribunal. This was never afforded to me. Breeze simply
attacked me, made ludicrous demands and built a brick wall.
Still, typical of Breeze's lying and spinning of yarns, he's denying
all of the above. He's starting to tell a 'new and improved version' of
the whole story to everyone who asks and it's based on the final decisions
of the Areopagus rather than what occurred at the beginning when he
waltzed in angry over A.·. A.·. issues made public in Red Flame. As an example,
to one person he wrote (June 5th) "As for Jerry Cornelius and the
Areopagus' handling of that, the facts are misstated. I overlooked Red
Flame 7 largely because of its A.·. A.·.content. I initially resolved to
tolerate it as a religious opinion, despite my grave objections to the
disclosure of OTO degree-sensitive material and my skepticism concerning
the timing of its release." Did he really say that he over-looked and
tried to tolerate the A.·. A.·.content in Red Flame No.7? Some people might say
he's deliberately trying to be misleading, others might say he's simply
having a memory lapse and still others would point out that, according to
the facts, he's out right lying. Of course, he'll deny that he's lying.
He's just creatively interpreting the day's events as he wants them now
portrayed. However, his words contradict his actions but what else is new?
Finally, one last statement on this topic. If "facts are misstated" we
know who's spinning the yarn.
III.
Over the next few weeks Tony Iannotti and I emailed back and forth
quite a lot. I hadn't heard from Tony in over ten years. It was great to
renew an old friendship. We had much to catch up on but our emails seemed
cluttered with the recent events surrounding my suspension. Since he was
able to phone and email Bill Breeze he thought it might be to every one's
advantage if he could act as a go-between, hoping to deflate the whole
issue before it totally blew up and get people talking. At the time I
thought that was a good idea.
On May 11th I sent Tony an email regarding some further thoughts on
this imaginary 'war.' I wrote, "... as I see it, There is NO WAR! This is
pure illusion spawned by a paranoid megalomaniac who is THE person doing
all the attacking, if he hasn't noticed." Tony replied to this comment
saying, "There is a lawsuit. They are silly and dramatic calling it a WAR,
but there certainly is a legal struggle going on." I continued, "I was
never notified, or read anywhere that Peter Koenig is an enemy whom the
OTO is at war with. Peter and I have had a very enjoyable relationship
talking mostly about history. I consider him a friend. Yes, in truth, I
did hear that Bill Breeze has had problems with Peter, Bill has had
problems with lots of people, but how was I to know it meant that I must
severe MY relationship with Peter immediately' or be brought up on charges
of conspiring with the enemy? Where is this 'fact' known outside Bill's
circle? - Besides, as fraternal brother, if Bill Breeze, or Markus and
others honestly believed Koenig is so treacherous shouldn't they have
immediately called the second they saw my stuff posted and warn me of this
DANGER rather than being so quick to plot, lie and scheme behind my back
to expel me as they are doing? - If I remember, didn't we once learn at
our Initiation, 'should you ever at ant time encounter any brother in
nakedness, poverty, danger, or affliction, and be instant to relieve or
succour him.' Should I go on quoting all the fraternal things these people
have violated themselves? Should we throw mud at each other? Let's face
it, since the very beginning Bill has not and I stress NOT acted
fraternally ... NOW he's making demands on ME to be fraternal. He's got
his fucking nerve. I'm so disgusted with him it's unbelievable and you can
tell him that."
I continued, "Anyway, If I let Bill dictate as to whom I can and can
not talk with, then who next? If Bill finds out I'm writing with Grant's
people, TOT or Hoor, will I be ordered to stop? Since I receive Newaeon
magazine is this considered 'conspiring with the enemy?' Will this
censorship forever be at the whim of whom Bill Breeze is upset with this
week? I'd have to alienate myself from three quarters of the known
Thelemites in the world to do this. I have to put my foot down and say
that the Order doesn't own me on this level. I am not going to sever
friendships. And if they want to throw me out of the OTO for this, so be
it." Yes, emails flowed like water. I don't remember what made me think
about it, or why but I began to realize that Tony was telling Breeze my
point of view. Breeze in return wasn't listening but instead was putting a
constant 'spin' on my comments in order to prove his case against me. I
began to realize that I had been talking with a friend who optimistically
thought he could resolve the whole issue by acting as a go-between.
Instead, I found the whole thing one sided. So, with no disrespect to
Tony, I sent him the following email on May 12th.
"Tony 93! Please, please do not take this wrong but I've decided that
I'm no longer going to assist in my own execution. Any good lawyer would
tell me to keep quiet. This is my last letter discussing issues of my
expulsion. I know that you are acting in good faith but unfortunately Bill
Breeze is not. You're telling him my side but I'm getting absolutely
nothing honest, open or fraternal on his behalf in return. All I'm doing
is assisting in addressing false 'allegations', which would have been used
against me if I had kept my mouth shut (which would prove I am being
railroaded) and instead I'm helping him fine-tune other charges so he can
'sell' them to the OTO in order to expel me. There is no trying to
'resolve' the issue amicably on his part. So why am I talking to him? All
in all, he should have contacted me at the very beginning, in a fraternal
manner, months ago and asked these questions rather than acting in the
back-stabbing, low-life, unfraternal manner which he has now engaged in
order to expel me. History is going to judge him very cruelly for his
betrayal of brotherhood. I hold him in contempt of the very Bylaws of the
Ordo Templi Orientis, of which he is not exempt and I formally charge him
of the violation of not notifying me in a timely fashion of any charges
being brought against me. Obviously planned well in advance, he went into
the Areopagus meeting of April 29th and spent over four hours discussing
charges against me without ever notifying me in order that I could be
present to defend myself. This is treachery, plain & simple. The meeting
has been over for weeks now and still I am not formerly charged. Let's be
honest, I have been accused, slandered and attacked by Bill Breeze behind
the scenes for almost SEVEN MONTHS since the release of Red Flame No.7 The
Magickal Essence of Aleister Crowley and posting on Koenig's web site. My
good name was trashed before the Areopagus and I have still yet to receive
anything in writing nor have I even gotten a simple phone call as a
brother to a brother. This is unheard of within the fraternity's history.
I would have expected better of Bill Breeze but, in truth, I believe this
portrays and exposes the real man for all to see. The fact is, Bill
doesn't have a case against me but our Bylaws are such that anyone can be
charged with 'something' if somebody in a position of authority, like
Breeze, pushes it. Isn't this a clue that I'm being railroaded? Let's face
it, Bill's anger and contempt is being fueled by A.·. A.·. issues and NOW, at
the last moment, after seven months, with the OTO saying he can't expel me
on A.·. A.·. issues in their court, he's trying to justify his anger by
thinking up OTO charges, like the questions you asked me regarding what I
might have given to Koenig. What is wrong with this picture? Accusing
someone & then trying to figure out his crimes?"
In a previous email Tony wrote, "That's why I am here. I am trying to
beat back every false, silly, irrelevant and baseless accusation, so that
the single real issue can be dealt with in as fraternal and clear-headed
manner as possible, for the sake of both you and the OTO which will really
look bad if they do what I agree that they are trying to do. You have a
good argument against the one remaining OTO issue, and I think they should
have to respond to it. If they expel on that, then history will reflect
that." In my email of the 12th I responded, "I fear, no offense, but
you're missing the point. By forcing only OTO charges you're falling right
into Bill Breeze's hands. The real issues which are fueling his anger are
A.·. A.·. related. If these can't be addressed it merely implies that I'm being
railroaded, plain and simple and that these A.·. A.·. charges are part of what
needs to be "beat back" as part of some false, silly, irrelevant and
baseless accusation. ... I have decided that if I'm going to be charged
with any offense I am immediately going to fire off a formal complaint
that unless A.·. A.·. issues are allowed to be addressed I'm going to boycott
my own Tribunal. Granted the OTO has no authority over matters A.·. A.·. but
Bill Breeze has effectively trashed and slandered me, a fellow brother of
the OTO, before his peers. Especially at a official OTO meeting where it
is fully documents for all time. This is a serious offense. I am going to
demand the satisfaction of hearing his PROOF to the allegations that his
A*A* has got the authority (from where and how) to be the 'only real' A.·. A.·.
and that I'm lying in regards to mine. I will demand this in order to
clear my name in the official records in regards to the issue of A.·. A.·..
Remember, it was Bill Breeze who made A.·. A.·. charges against me in an
official OTO meeting of the Areopagus, he opened up the flood gate in this
forum, not me. I should have the right to address these charges in the
same or similar forum. If not, I consider my trial a sham and merely Bill
Breeze's attempt to eliminate Grady McMurtry's A.·. A.·. from the Ordo Templi
Orientis because it is a 'threat' to his A.·. A.·.'s attempt at dictatorship
within the Order."
Two days later on May 14th I received an email response to my tome
from Tony Iannotti. He wrote, "OK. Since this is painful I'll make it
short. You should know by now from the SC that there has been a Grand
Tribunal appointed, consisting of Lon DuQuette, Jim Wasserman, and myself.
If you wish to discuss it with us you can but we have to make a
recommendation to the Supreme Council. You must know that I am your
advocate, and what I have asked is simply to better arm myself in your
behalf. But whatever issues you wish to raise are your choice, and
responding to the A.·. A.·. issues is certainly open to you, especially since
they were already brought up for so many hours. I had been mistaken in
trying to brush them aside and apologize for my misreading of your
strategy." In truth, I knew that a Grand Tribunal was being formed but I
did not know it had been established as yet and this was my first
indication that it was. Finding out that Tony was a member gave me a sense
of relief but with some misgivings.
I replied to Tony, "This is fair. I was a little harsh, I admit, with
my last email when I said 'This is my last letter discussing issues of my
expulsion.' I should have had more faith in you. How will the Tribunal be
held? Will the three of you be asking all the questions? I want the
ability to 'read' a statement, granted it might be verbose and a tome, but
none the less I want to begin by making my argument as to the events as I
see them. Similar to how Bill Breeze can strut in with his views. I
promise not to exceed two hours. (Chuckle, chuckle) I will then give each
member of the Tribunal a copy and, from there, we can proceed."
IV.
On the morning of May 16th I went downtown to check my P.O.Box and I
found a letter from Marcus Jungkurth, the OTO Secretary General in Germany
waiting for me. It was my letter of suspension. It was dated May 5th 2000.
It began: "I regret to inform you that the Supreme Council of OTO, acting
on unanimous directions from the recent meeting of the Areopagus, has
suspended your membership in O.T.O. effective May 5, 2000 EV.
The grounds are your flagrant violation of your oaths of secrecy and
acts extremely prejudicial to the welfare of our Order. The causes of your
actions are your quotations from our initiation rituals in your
publication "Red Flame", and the posting of such material to the public
website of P.-R. Koenig.
Immediate withdrawal of "Red Flame" and the removal of your articles
from Koenig's website will help your case, and we here formally ask you to
do so.
Should you not comply with this request, then pursuant to our
constitutional literature and Bylaws, and in consideration of your rank
and years of service to the Order, the Frater Superior will appoint a
Grand Tribunal Court of Inquiry composed of three members of your degree
to investigate, give judgement and report to the Supreme Council and
Areopagus members. Your continuing membership in O.T.O. will be the focus
of discussion.
We trust that you understand the gravity of your position."
When I got home I sent Tony Iannotti an email. "Yes, I received my
official notice in the mail this morning that I am officially suspended
from the OTO. [As of May 5th] ... Markus Jungkurth [Secretary General]
writes, 'The grounds are your flagrant violation of your oaths of secrecy
and acts extremely prejudicial to the welfare of our Order. The causes of
action are your quotations from our initiation rituals in your publication
Red Flame, and the posting of such material to the public website of
P.R.Koenig.' He continues by saying, 'Immediate withdrawl of Red Flame and
the removal of your articles from Koenig's website will help your case,
and we formally as you to do this.' He then goes into telling me about my
Tribunal who will investigate the situation and report to the Areopagus
who will report to the Supreme Council where 'Your continuing membership
in O.T.O. will be the focus of discussion.' My views, predictably so, are
that the OTO can go take a flying leap off a short pier and I'm being
polite. Their demands are ludicrous bordering on censorship, restriction
and they reek of the Black Brotherhood." Tony replied to my remarks by
saying, "Yes their demands seem like censorship at their face, but may be
satisfied with a compromise that would not limit your speech. We discussed
the website move possibility, and only distributing the Red Flame
privately could satisfy that issue. (Once a bookseller has them, the case
is moot, they know you cannot do a general recall, so only current stock
is at issue. But I understand that you don't want to do that, so probably
your best bet would be to write them a nice letter back, offering them the
tour of the pier, and be done with it. Then you'll be free to submit what
you will to the Tribunal to go on record, the ending will be clear."
After careful consideration of Tony's comments I decided to offer the
OTO a tour of the pier. I sent my reply to Marcus Jungkurth in a letter
dated Wednesday, May 17th 2000, The Sun in Taurus, Moon in Scorpio. I
signed it at 7:06am. It begins:
To all whom it may concern,
Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law. - AL I:40
There is no Peace, little Tolerance and absolutely no Truth;
Salutations on All Points of the Triangle implies Death;
and there is little respect in the Order.
I stand humbly before the Ordo Templi Orientis, arms outstretched and
accepting my fate. Yes, I have dared to scream to the masses, "I am the
Truth and in my Turban is wrapped nothing but God." Maybe I should be
punished with whip & chain. Instead I am being ruthlessly struck down for
this transgression while never once being approach fraternally by anyone
in the last seven months to resolve the issue before it escalated. Now you
make ludicrous and Restrictive demands which no true Thelemite in his
right mind would agree to observe. This tells me that there is little hope
that I'll be raised by the Seven Bonds of Brotherhood. The manner by which
I have been treated is slanderous and back-stabbing which shows me that
the Order is not run by true brothers. It's run by treacherous assassins
who throw rocks from the shadows rather than facing the accused as a
brother to a brother or even in the light of day. This is little more than
cowardism and I hold you all in contempt for violating your Oaths. There
is no hope or even a desire for a resurrection of my membership at this
point and, in Truth, I will be thankful for freedom when at last you give
it to me. Of that freedom, I shall scream it to the world!
Love is the law, love under will. - AL I:57
As you can see, it sets the tone of how I truly feel. Of course many
readers may wonder what the Hell am I talking about? Since people of lower
degrees (or even outsiders) love to tell upper degrees how we should act
and think, being authorities on our degrees, I believe it best to explain
something up front. I took Eighth Degree OTO directly from Grady McMurtry.
In one of his many talks with me, he said that being an Eighth Degree I
should constantly reflect upon the fundamental principles behind the
Order's teachings, study its rituals in-depth and remember that my degree
says that I am a Philosopher of our ways. I must continually attempt to
understand the OTO's actions in relationship to our most sacred volume,
Liber AL vel Legis. Of course, since Frater HB took over he did away with
this branch of the Order and reformatted it into something totally
different. We are no longer allowed to study or use Liber AL vel Legis in
our OTO decisions. Trying to philosophically understand anything in
regards to our sacred books is not permissible in the upper degrees. My
way of thinking has forever been the bane of the Order under Frater
Hymenaeus Beta. But if you reflect upon my letter, rather than reacting
emotionally from the wallows of the mundane, you'd realize that it implies
that I knew right from the start that my expulsion was a done deal. That
the OTO was only going through the motions in order to sell 'something' to
the general membership as to why a twenty-three year veteran, the oldest
and most senior Eighth Degree member was to be expelled. However, Breeze
did not like the attitude of my letter. He had hoped that I would play
along with his silly game, keep quiet and simply let the expulsion go
through with little fanfare but I refused. I felt that it benefited no one
but him.
V.
We must thank Soror Agnes Oleander for stirring up my A.·. A.·.lineage on
the Internet. In an email she posted on Thelema93 on April 17th titled
'Clearing False Data" she responded to a previous issue by stating, "I'm
dying to see what's going to happen with the Fraternity aspect of the OTO.
Will the Brethren stick together, in defense of Liberty, and fight as
Brothers, or will they quietly allow their long-time brother Jerry
Cornelius to be expelled without a fight?" It seems some people were
interested in me but most didn't know who I was. Over a week went by and
on Wednesday April 26th, Kalil, a member from my A.·. A.·. lineage, posted an
update on Thelema93, calling it "Jerry Cornelius ... expelled?!" Kalil
thought, since people were asking about me, give them information. This
issue took off and Kalil began posting numerous updates. Almost a month
went by and things seemingly died down. Then someone from Europe posted a
brief plea, "Can anyone send me information about the expulsion of Jerry
Cornelius from cOTO?" Kalil responded on Monday May 15th with a lengthy
tirade about the injustices which I was incurring and for the first time
the issues of A.·. A.·.lineages was publicly aired and Kalil even discussed at
length what transpired at the Areopagus meeting with the shenanigans of
Bill Breeze. I thought it was all fair. However, bringing up the issue of
"lineages" in a public forum would piss off Bill Breeze even further.
In one of my previous emails I joked with Tony Iannotti how I've
greatly enjoyed receiving his 'letters' because they "spark my verbosity
much to Bill Breeze's dismay no doubt." I continued, joking how Breeze
"hates having things put into writing which reflect badly upon himself."
When Tony finally responded to my comment on the 16th he said, "Yes, funny
you mention that, someone quoted a letter from you where you repeated my
description of the Areop. meeting, and the haggling we've been doing. That
has really stirred up the pot." In the same earlier email I had also hoped
that the Tribunal would be, "Fair and honest choices" Tony replied, "It's
up to us and you to decide, but hopefully not until we've met in person.
The recent tlemea93-l posting has Jim and Lon wanting to close this post
haste." Of course he was referring to Kalil's posting. In his next email
he continued this theme by saying, "I think that if you want to get your
say in, you should see if your student's student will be quiet for a
while, as it's making JW and LD so angry, they just want to ask questions,
take the answers, deliberate on them, and that will be that." I replied,
"I can not do this. Nor do I 'control' my students. Unfortunately many of
OTO's demands are always unThelemic and against the rights of Liber OZ. I
do not believe in restriction and if JW & LD wants to martyr me for what
others are speaking out upon, then I accept my fate and I'll hang upon the
cross. I will not accept pieces of silver (i.e. the right to a fair
hearing) to censor others. I will not do this in order to save myself. In
other words, 'If I want to get my say in' ... is little more than a
threat. What you're implying is that I must shut my students up or the
Tribunal will 'shut me up' by not hearing my side of the story, correct?
Is this fraternal? Or is it merely implying they'll railroad me?
Furthermore, if they don't like what is on Thelema93 then don't read it."
Tony replied to this by saying, "No, it's not that they don't like reading
it, they just don't like the meetings minutes described to the public."
Tony then adds in parenthesis, "(Apparently minutes are no longer public
record as they were when I was secretary.)"
Also, in regards to giving Kalil the information about Bill Breeze's
discussion at the Areopagus, I wrote Tony saying, "I never keep anything
secret from my students. I believe in an open book policy of truth and
honesty. I do nothing behind their backs. Of course, what is going on due
to the A.·. A.·. implications has some in my lineage concerned if not 'beyond'
mad. You can understand why. Also, you have never stated our emails are
'confidential' and, in truth, keeping this affair quiet benefits only the
OTO and not me. In other words, I'm keeping many in my lineage completely
informed of the facts. One person in particular, who is on Thelema93,
asked if they could 'quote' what I sent. I had no problem with this
because 'Mystery is the enemy of Truth.' The only thing I asked is not to
name the person whom was emailing to me, meaning yourself. They obliged.
Is what I am doing wrong? Yes, again. I was never told to keep things
quiet. I'm glad it stirred up the pot. The OTO doesn't want the
information out about my case because this way, [like they've done in the
past with others] they can tell the 'Truth' as they see it and be the only
one spinning the yarn. However, Bill had every intention of waltzing into
the Areopagus with a loaded gun on A.·. A.·. issues and have the OTO expel me
on the spot without a fair trail. So who's playing fair? Anyway, the OTO
wouldn't buy Bill's claims and so NOW he, Markus and others had to go
back, re-think things and come up with charges against me which could
stick and get me expelled rather than the A.·. A.·. issue. Should I keep quiet
about it? I ask you, who does it benefit if I do? Bill's A.·. A.·.?"
Tony would later reply to this comment by saying, "I gave you the
blow-by-blow for your interest, and because I feel you have a right to
know. I did not expect you to pass it along right away, but that is your
choice. Of course, if you had not, it would not have been an issue, and
there would be no request to cool it until after the meeting, or censor
others as you put it. (It's not a public trial) Once the issue is settled,
then I think everyone has a right to know, but I am not sure that any
external discussion will help, and given their response to the postings,
obviously hurts. But I keep forgetting that you are not trying to stay."
Also in my email I wrote, "Yes, I can see why the Thelema93 posting
has some worried because people like Arild, Fernee and numerous others are
getting outraged by the facts and the implications that only Bill's A.·. A.·.
will be tolerated for now on. I think he made a major blunder at the
Areopagus by bringing this issue up before a mundane organization which
means that it could likewise be brought before the court of public
opinion. He brought it to Malkuth, now it's alive on Malkuth. It was a bad
move magickally on his part. I hope he's enjoying the bed that he's made?
So, what do you think, good move on his part, or bad?" Tony jokingly
replied, "I think good, but maybe not for him. It's obviously a problem
that's been waiting to pop, and this seems to be the time for it. The idea
that the OTO will decide which is a "real" A.·. A.·. makes me sick. What
happened to my own freedom of choice? That's the real issue with A.·. A.·.
matters ever coming up in OTO meetings."
I then told Tony, "Anyway, you wouldn't believe what the private
emails and letters are saying in regards to the postings on Thelema93 &
elsewhere. I could fill an entire Red Flame with them. And in truth, I've
got less than 'ten' which are pro-OTO. What does that tell?"
I ended my email saying, "Of course the OTO has to act 'post haste'
and expel me quickly in the hopes to silence this issue. But it won't."
Later in the day I sent Tony another quick, very brief email saying,
"Tony 93! I did send off to my most vocal students re: JW & LD's requests.
I had mixed responses. The best, to sum up the situation is an excerpt:
"What is the difference between what you're suggesting (of us) & what the
OTO is suggesting of you?" Good question. I replied that yes, you're
right. I have no right to complain about the OTO trying to restrict me and
take away my Thelemic rights to publish Red Flame and post where I want if
I'm suggesting the same of my students. Boy, I'm between a rock & a hard
place! 93 93/93 Jerry."
After reviewing all of the above and much, much more. I noted one
comment which Tony made, which I overlooked, which actually needed to be
addressed. This is where he stated, "I keep forgetting that you are not
trying to stay." Meaning, that I was actually trying to get expelled from
the OTO deliberately. I fired back a rather hot response on the 18th. It
read, "Tony 93! I am very, very distressed over your most recent email.
First of all, I never said that I didn't want to stay in the OTO anymore.
I love the Order passionately. If I hated it, I'd quit. Why do you think
I'm fighting? I just believe that it's futile to try to save me because
Breeze has already made up his mind that Grady McMurtry's A.·. A.·. must be
eliminated for the sake of 'his' authority. In other words, my words are
the cries of a cynic who simply won't go away quietly and not of someone
who wants out of the Order. Most irritating is that fact that since day
one I thought our emails were between friends, a brother to a brother,
sharing information. No where, in any of them, did you say keep this or
that confidential and don't tell anyone. Now I'm finding out, in a back
handed kinda way, that everything we've been saying is considered minutes
or 'official' and that because I've communicated such to my students, the
OTO is claiming that I'm in violation of some bull-shit secrecy clause and
that they're getting upset. What are they doing 'spinning' more charges as
they go along?" Tony's comments to my email are lengthy but I wish to
include a few of interest. To my above comment about being in 'violation'
of secrecy clauses Tony replied, "No. They are getting upset because I
communicated it to you in the first place, and because your students
published it. They probably would not have minded private discussion, but
you know how they hate public discussion of things they are in the process
of deciding. (Maybe they think it's democracy.) Anyway, they are just as
mad at me for describing it to you in such detail." To this I would later
reply, "My students feel as passionately about this issue as I do. I can
not fault them for wanting to pick up sword in hand and fight. Public
discussion on these matters benefits humanity, keeping this quiet only
benefits the Black Brotherhood. Mystery is the enemy of Truth. If a person
or an Order has done nothing wrong then they wouldn't fall back on the
'secrecy clause' trying to hide everything as much as Bill does. This was
not done under Grady's reign."
My email continued, "The OTO does not OWN it's members. We're Free
man! When did it start thinking that it can tell us when to sit, stand,
open our eyes, close them, piss, shit and or keep our mouths shut? When
did we stop being Thelemic and become a restrictive slave organization?
Why isn't the OTO actions subject to Liber OZ or Liber AL vel Legis? What
happened to the philosophical Areopagus judging our actions and beliefs by
our Holy Books? It seems we are becoming so 'fraternal' wrapped up with
our Rules, Regulations & Bylaws that it's easy to slip into a spider's
lair and become prey. Yes, I'm venting!!!! And for the record, what you
said about the Areopagus meeting to me was merely 'relating what occurred'
and WAS NOT the fucking Meeting Minutes! Minutes imply 'official'
documentation. I've got nothing official that I can quote! Ours was, I
thought, a recollection of what occurred, or as you put it "for your
interest, and because I feel you have a right to know." To this Tony
replied, "If I implied that they were the minutes I was wrong. And yes,
that was exactly why I communicated it to you. What you do with it is up
to you. I am simply subsequently informing you of the results of your
actions."
My email continued in regards to the right to know, saying, "Yes,
that's completely true but because Breeze confused the planes he opened up
a can of worms in regards to OTO and A.·. A.·. issues. Don't you think MY
STUDENTS "have a right to know" these issues since they effect ME as well
as them? Remember, I didn't confuse the Orders, Breeze did and I, along
with my students, should not be penalized for trying to straighten out the
mess which he made. The only reason the OTO is putting a spin on this now,
that I must keep quiet, is because this issue is turning into a major
embarrassment for Breeze. Mea culpa, mea culpa, I'm so sorry that what is
being publicly said is an 'embarrassment' to him but what he said & did in
regards to me at the Areopagus was FAR WORSE. It was down-right back
stabbing, slanderous, blatant lies, a deformation on my character and
hardly fraternal behavior especially for someone in his position who
should have known better. That's a fact. And I might point out, all of
which are charges which could strip him of his position in the OTO or get
him expelled. He's violated so many of his own damn fraternal Oaths of the
man of Earth at the Areopagus Meeting that it's sickening but does anybody
care about that? No! Instead everyone is quietly trying to ignore this
fact and I'm being told that the A.·. A.·. is no longer the real issue ...
because if it was, we're going to have to debate who is "down-right
slanderous, blatantly lying, a defaming the other's character." In other
words, we'd have to debate the A*A* issue and if Bill Breeze is wrong,
then I'll bring his ass up on charges which could get him expelled! In
fact, let me make the above a formal charge right now! Will anything
become of this? NO! The OTO will squash it. ... Instead what is happening?
I'm being charged with violating my Oaths. What's wrong with this picture?
The kettle calling who black? Am I merely being railroaded to cover up the
facts that Bill can do anything he wants and say anything he wants without
accountability. Is Bill Breeze exempt from the man of Earth Oaths? Let's
face it, the Tribunal (et OTO) is going to have their spin on all this
'public talk' and etc as I do mine. We are not going to agree on what is
going on.
HOWEVER, WHEN DID OUR EMAILS TURN FROM BEING TWO PEOPLE
DISCUSSING ISSUES TO BEING 'THIS IS OFFICIAL MINUTES' AND DO NOT
DISCUSS IT TO ANYONE, ANYMORE OR YOU'RE FUCKED? I've looked but I
can't find the transition point? I can't even find anywhere where it
states from this point on 'THE TRIBUNAL IS INVESTIGATING!" Tony was quick
to reply, "There is no transition point, because I never told you not to
pass it on."
In some ways I knew this right from the start. My next line in my
email said, "I poured out my heart to you. I thought you were helping me
not acting as a go between for Jim and Lon to get information, who now say
they are losing interest in talking to me." To which Tony replied, "I am
trying to help you, but obviously not doing a good job of it. But don't
blame me for Khalil's actions or your own in telling him. It was
information _from_ me that stirred the pot, not anything you've told me.
Again, that information was yours to do with as you saw fit, and I do not
myself fault you for anything in this matter. I placed and place no
restrictions on you in that regard. (how could I, even if I wanted to?)"
I continued, "When have I ever talked to them? Tony, I am not sure
you've been exactly clear on this point. When did, 'we're appointing a
Tribunal' end and 'everything you say (and others?) from now on will be
held against you' begin? Yes, everything seems to be pissing the OTO off
but, in truth, there are two sides to this coin. AND THEY ARE PISSING ME
OFF TOO. For the record, I haven't even been given any official 'Charges'
yet. I do not know exactly what the OTO is charging me with except vague
innuendoes in my suspension letter. How can I even make a defense to the
Tribunal? Be honest, the function of the Tribunal is merely to solidify
and come up with charges and I'm being told that my actions only add
further charges onto an already complicated issue. Well, I'm sorry. You
want to hear a real fucking cynic talk? - The lion wanted to eat me at the
Areopagus Meeting. Everyone said, 'No, bad lion, Jerry is not fat enough
yet!' You guys are merely plumping me up for the slaughter because the
inevitable will be that I'll be handed back before the lion. Do you think
he's changed his colors and won't eat me? - Let's face it, regardless of
the charges, or even how lame they might be or even how great my defense
is, NOTHING will matter. You guys are writing the charges, handing them to
the Supreme Council et Breeze the lion ... who, whether such charges are
fair or not, will expel me because that's WHAT HE WANTED TO DO IN THE
FIRST PLACE when he waltzed into the Areopagus Meeting!!!!!!! Do you see
the moebius strip or is it just me? Ask Lon And Jim, do they really think
Bill has changed his mind about expelling me and will be a fair, honest
and a just judge when the Tribunal hands him their report? The OTO is
simply going through the motion to tell it's membership that I was given a
fair trial but if it was really going to give me a fair trial, the final
decision wouldn't be in the hands of the Supreme Council with the likes of
Breeze and Markus who admittedly are "out for my blood." Now do you
understand why I'm a cynic? I'm FUCKING DOOMED NO MATTER WHAT YOU GUYS
WRITE UP! So why should I bother to comply to anything you're 'upset'
about? Tony, I'm not mad at you, or even Lon and Jim, so don't take my
venting as such. I'm just pissed at the constant demands and threats which
the OTO is making on me 'if I want a fair trial.' The term 'fair trial'
makes me laugh. There is nothing fair about this. It reminds me of Monty
Python and the Holy Grail where a guy cries, 'She's a witch!' and the
Inquisitioners put her on a scale to measure her against a duck. If she's
weighs the same, she floats, therefore she's a witch. However, the scales
are rigged so both will always weight the same to automatically make her
guilty. The woman replies, "Fat chance I have, don't I?" Catch my drift?
Yes, I know in your heart that you are trying to see that things are being
handled correctly but I think you're in denial of the fact that you're
just another person buttering me up for the inevitable slaughter. Please,
don't take that wrong. I'm just a rationalist. Anyway, I should have my
defense letter finished by Tuesday, maybe Wednesday. I'll send it to you,
with two other copies for you to forward to LD & JW. After that, the OTO
can expel me ... "post haste." Until later ... 93 93/93 Jerry."
Tony made many great comments to my tome of an email, too many to add
into this Epistle but the jest of all of it seems to be frustration on
every one's part. The OTO wanted everything kept quiet, swept under the
rug and handled typically 'behind closed doors.' But since the real issue
of Bill Breeze's anger centered around the belief in A.·. A.·. lineages it
became difficult. The question members of my lineage kept asking was
whether or not an outer fraternity like the OTO has the right to demand
from an inner school like the A.·. A.·. to silence its members who discuss its
mundane shenanigans of lying, deceit and railroading? Do you see the
hypocrisy which crosses the planes? One Order says Mystery is the enemy of
Truth. The other Order wanting everything kept quiet and hidden from the
masses.
VI.
After the Grand Tribunal was assembled two members of the three hid in
the shadows like assassins. They never once communicated with me. In the
interim more demands kept pouring forth, each one was more ludicrous and
paranoid than the previous. I was continually told that if I didn't stop
and silence all my A.·. A.·. members from chatting on the Internet and
elsewhere about the travesties of my case then the Tibunal would simply
make up its mind without bothering to hear my side, nor caring to. I was
told that they also wouldn't wait for the written charges to be drawn up
by Frater Hymenaues Beta which were supposedly due any day according to
Tony Iannotti. I asked is this fair, to simply railroad me because of
others, in a different fraternity, are talking? The answer was direct. It
was, Yes. I was informed that if I didn't keep my members quiet,
especially Kalil, they'll 'silence me' by not allowing me to post a
defense. I emailed Tony reminding him that I was not going to silence my
A*A* members. I never have done this in my lineage and if it meant I would
be expelled because of it, so be it. From that point on things
progressively got worse. It became very obvious that the Grand Tribunal
was not there to "investigate" the Truth as my letter of suspension
implied. They were simply there to find a way to shaft me. If I go into
all the details it would take pages upon pages to clarify the antics of
the Grand Tribunal.
Since I refused to silence the membership of my lineage the OTO
started a rather funny campaign to discover the identity of Kalil. Knowing
how the Order works, if they could discover Kalil's identity they'd be
able to attack, slander or threaten Kalil with lawsuits on the sly.
Remaining 'hidden' Kalil was unapproachable except on Thelema93 and they
didn't want to play in an open forum where Truth prevails by one's
actions. I had to laugh at the hypocrisy typical of Breeze's behavior.
It's OK for him to be the Hidden Master, with no photos, nor personal info
being released publicly but everybody else has to be 'known' to him. I
joked with Tony, "If I told you Kalil harbored from your own state of New
Jersey, would it surprise you? Of course this is just hypothetical (wink
wink) ..." He replied, "Yes, that it would." Over the next few weeks the
identity of Kalil became the center of focus as to who it is or whether or
not Kalil was even a man or a woman. I admit playing, or dare I say,
deliberately dropping both 'he' and 'she' when referring to Kalil in my
correspondences. I thought it all rather funny. On the 20th I sent Tony an
emailing saying, "You know, Jim Graeb & Scriven met the other day down in
Riverside and the identity of Kalil seems to have been a topic. I don't
understand this. Why are so many people concerned about this or why do we
bother to have fraternal names? Why can't people accept people on the
value of their word rather than 'knowing the identity' of the person
first? Anyway, Jim implied in so many words that OTO wants to find a back
door and shut Kalil up by learning the identity of this mysterious figure
so they can get and throw dirt up in the public's eye to discredit this
person. Is Kalil that dangerous to the OTO?" I emailed a similar comment
about being so dangerous to Kalil, whom replied, "What, little ol' me?"
Tony replied to my above saying, "They are going into mole hunt mode,
just like any intelligence agency would. Of course in this case it's
obvious that I was the real mole, just doing his job in a brotherly
manner, but they think Kalil might be an OTO member too." I laughed so
hard when I read this and quickly replied, "I love the term 'mole hunt
mode' ... Kalil, an OTO member? I chuckle, let them know: do they really
think I'm stupid enough to let an OTO member be vocal? I have far better
'jousters' than Kalil in my lineage but Kalil has something which makes
Kalil untouchable by OTO." As far as the 'jousting' term goes, in previous
emails I had told Tony that "everyone in my lineage writes letters from
day one. We force our students to write out stuff and ask questions. This
promotes earthing out thought. We try to drag their ideas and views out in
order to teach them how to speak their own mind. But one of the side
effects we've learn over the years is that it fine tunes one's jousting
ability. Someone like Kalil whose been around since the dinosaurs, has
alot of experience." But who is Kalil? The hunt went on. We received email
throughout the world asking the same question while making their
assumptions. It seemed this was a major quest of the OTO to find out who
Kalil is and then silence the leak of information. Sadly, what they did
not want to face was that Tony Iannotti was the real 'mole', telling me
things and in return, I was telling them to Kalil.
Then, on Saturday May 27th, I found my the first and last official
email from the Grand Tribunal, it read: "After careful consideration of
your case — and close observation of your public statements and behavior
since our appointment as a Grand Tribunal Court of Inquiry following the
April 29, 2000 ev meeting of the Secret Areopagus — we have unanimously
adopted the following recommendation.
"We recommend the immediate expulsion of Jerry Cornelius from
Membership in the O.T.O. for violations of his Oaths of Secrecy in
publishing his version of the IVth Degree Word, and for Acts Prejudicial
to the Order both in publicly proclaiming the details of his problems with
the Order and publicly involving himself with self-proclaimed, overt
enemies of the Order and its highest officers."
It is with the profoundest regret that we feel we must make this
recommendation. In view of our long friendships with you, and your many
years of distinguished service, we offer you the opportunity to provide us
with a written response which we will review and forward with our
recommendation. Please provide this on or before June 3, 2000 ev.
With regret and sadness
Love is the law, love under will.
Members of the Grand Tribunal Court of Inquiry"
Yes, the Grand Tribunal lived up to it's threats. Because I refused to
silence my A.·. A.·. lineage they made their decision that I should be
expelled immediately without letting me offer a defense nor did they even
receive any official charges being made against me which I could have
replied to. So, what was I guilty of?
[I fired back my response:]
To the Grand Tribunal 93.
(to be forwarded to the Supreme Council)
How nice of you to offer me your profoundest regrets while throwing
rocks of trumped up charges. Personally it comes as no surprise to me of
the opprobrious if not disgraceful way in which the Grand Tribunal has
arrived at its decision. Let's not have any pretenses that you've done
little else but wear the mantle of a witch hunter. You sought my guilt
from the beginning, neither caring to hear, or trying find out, whether or
not I was innocent. Everything I did only further proved to you that I was
guilty. You sought my guilt under every rock and I salute you for finally
achieving the goal to which you were assigned.
However, for the record, I am not saying that I am not guilty of
certain transgressions against the Order. I can see how in Truth, once
pointed out to me, that I might well be and have even said such. But if it
were just OTO issues which upset Bill Breeze in regards to Red Flame No.7,
as the OTO membership is being informed, then why wasn't I given a phone
call and informed of my infractions back in October of 1999? I should have
been told to cease & stop distributing that issue of Red Flame at once.
This is how things of this nature have 'always' been handled in the past
and I can cite numerous cases to make my point. Some infractions have even
been more distressful than mine. Yes, this type of indiscretion has
occurred before and it will occur again in the future. After all, we're
only human, we all make mistakes. And such mistakes are usually dealt with
on a fraternal basis, as a brother to a brother. Is this not what we're
taught as to how we should resolve issues? To do things open and honest on
a fraternal basis? Yet this was never, never even once afforded to me ...
why? Is it because the real issue had nothing to do with an OTO
indiscretion prior to April of 2000? Let's be honest, nothing was told to
me between October till April of 2000, either in writing, by phone or
email. Almost seven months went by before I heard anything. Is this how
the OTO works? Then on April 29th Bill Breeze waltzed into the Areopagus
and demanded my expulsion for reasons predominately over A.·. A.·. remarks
made in Red Flame. This issue was not even on the agenda. I was completely
blinded sided, my name slandered and I was viciously attacked behind my
back without ever getting a chance to defend myself amongst my peers. This
is far from fraternal behavior. Bill Breeze has violated more Oaths by his
conduct, especially IIIrd Degree, than I care to shake a stick at and the
Order itself should be held accountable for letting him get away with it.
Yes, everyone at the Areopagus meeting said that the OTO could not expel
me on Breeze's trumped-up A.·. A.·. charges but in doing such you
inadvertently let him off the hook for his defamation of my character at
an official meeting of the Order. The bottom line is why am I being
accused of one crime while he gets away with another?
Also, without thinking of the consequences the Areopagus suggested
that Bill Breeze appoint a Grand Tribunal to investigate whether or not
there 'were' OTO charges which could be filed. However, knowing what
fueled Bill Breeze's anger for over four hours at the Areopagus should
have been a wake up call to anyone with half a brain to say, "Wait a
minute there is something drastically wrong here which needs further
investigation." Then you should have ordered a Grand Inspector General
Report. Instead everyone simply went into 'witch hunting' mode so it has
something to 'sell' to the membership of the Order as to why I was being
expelled other than Bill's A.·. A.·. issues. Let's face it, we all know and have
joked about it amongst ourselves as Upper Degrees, that under careful
scrutiny no OTO member is completely guilt free of everything. The OTO can
get 'anyone' if it really wants to. In other words, this investigation has
been a sham since the beginning. The real guilt in this case is not my
FIRST transgression in twenty- three years of dedicated service but how
the Order has dealt with me and that will ultimately be its historical
legacy of shame. The OTO has totally botched this entire issue from
October of 1999 to the present and instead of giving me the benefit of the
doubt, to get to the bottom of this whole episode, you're kissing the ass
of my accuser.
And now you say that I can include a "written response" to your
findings. My suspension letter said you'd "investigate" the Truth. How
laughable is this if you've never bothered to inquire to or contact me,
the accused, either in writing, by phone or email? Your findings are a
pre-determined deception and fraud. I can give no written response at this
point except my contempt for the proceedings.
And why isn't your report being handed back to the Areopagus? Isn't
the Grand Tribunal suppose to investigate and draw up the charges made by
the written accusations? Isn't it the Areopagus who reviews such and
recommends either expulsion, suspension, censorship or acquittal to the
Supreme Council for consideration? Of course this procedure can't be
followed. Why? Because Bill Breeze can't take the chance that the full
Areopagus of my peers, knowing the whole truth, might have the brains
enough to decide against him - again. So your views that I should be
expelled must bypass all OTO channels and go directly to the man who
wanted me expelled in the first place. Fate complete. And you say I'm not
being railroaded? I was never given a fair chance from the very beginning.
So why should I bother with a serious defense now and at the last minute,
especially in an OTO forum?
For posterity's sake and for the public record, I want to ask where
does it say in our Constitution, or Rules Regulation & Bylaws that the
Grand Tribunal, appointed by the accuser, can take upon itself to decided
without any official written charges ever being made against a person, nor
even hearing that person's defense, that said person should be expelled?
In other words, how can you recommend that I be expelled if there hasn't
even been written charges filed yet? You have neither the accuser's
written words or mine, the defendant, before you. You're acting on total
hearsay and rumors. I only hope the membership of the OTO is proud of the
leadership of our Noble Fraternity, if not worried of the dangerous
precedent this has set. The membership of the Order should be forewarned
that we have arrived at a tragic point in our history where any member who
disagrees with Bill Breeze on any issue, even unrelated to OTO, can be
expelled. And if I, a twenty-three year veteran and an Upper Degree, can
be railroaded out of the Order then what message does this send to the
Lower Degrees? Of course the OTO will deny all this adamantly and put
their 'spin' on it in the hope to do damage control but the facts speak
rather loudly for themselves. Hasn't the IIIrd Degree ritual taught you
that Truth can't be buried?
In my response to Germany, in regards to my suspension, I wrote, "I
stand humbly before the Ordo Templi Orientis, arms outstretched and
accepting my fate. Yes, I have dared to scream to the masses, 'I am the
Truth and in my Turban is wrapped nothing but God.' Maybe I should be
punished with whip & chain. Instead I am being ruthlessly struck down for
this transgression while never once being approach fraternally by anyone
in the last seven months to resolve the issue before it escalated. ...
This tells me that there is little hope that I'll be raised by the Seven
Bonds of Brotherhood. The manner by which I have been treated is
slanderous and back-stabbing which shows me that the Order is not run by
true brothers. It's run by treacherous assassins who throw rocks from the
shadows rather than facing the accused as a brother to a brother or even
in the light of day." I suggest the Grand Tribunal re-read the Ritual of
Third Degree. It took three men to kill Al Hallaj by the Well of Life and
now three men sit as a Grand Tribunal. In both cases, the assassins acted
out of personal reasons against the accused rather than looking for real
justice, which if the majority of OTO membership was told the Truth, I
would probably be acquitted. Yea verily, I have been taught the Word of
IIIrd Degree and by such I know the Laws of resurrection. Expulsion has no
hold on me. I do not look at it in a negative Light.
However, sadly in my Heart, I fear that what we are witnessing is the
beginning of the end of our beloved Fraternity, the Ordo Templi Orientis.
When people can be accused of a crime with nothing officially put in
writing, when their defense is not asked for nor even allowed and if they
speak out against this travesty publicly then it's held against them as
yet further proof for their expulsion. It reminds me of Monty Python and
the Holy Grail where a guy cries, "She's a witch!" The Inquisitioners put
the woman on a scale to measure her against a duck. If she's weighs the
same, she floats, therefore she's a witch. However, the scales are rigged
so both sides will always weigh the same to assure a person's guilt.
Realizing this the woman replies, "Fat chance I have, don't I?"
93 93/93 J. Edward
I also sent out a form letter to many of my friends worldwide. This
brief email would cause the OTO much grief having to explain itself.
93!
This is just a quick blurb to let you know the Grand Tribunal has come
to a decision yesterday and it is recommending to Bill Breeze that I
should be expelled immediately. How they came to this decision I don't
fully know. The GT admits that no official charges have yet to be filed
against me or put onto paper by my accuser, Bill Breeze or the OTO. In
fact, the GT even admits that it doesn't have a copy of the letter which
suspends me. Also, the GT has not even bothered to contact me, to hear my
defense. I've received nothing by letter, phone or email nor have I sent
anything to them prior to receiving the final judgment. So basically,
without having the accuser's accusations or the defendant's testimony the
GT has come to the decision that I should be kicked out! What is wrong
with this picture? If their decision isn't based on hearsay and rumor then
what is? And they say I'm not being railroaded! Well, enough for now. I'll
keep you posted on further developments.
93 93/93 J. Edward
VII.
Tony Iannotti and I emailed back and forth quite a lot, hundred of
pages worth. In one of my emails I discussed the right of Grady McMurtry's
A*A* to exist as well as Breeze's. Tony replied, "That's what I am
fighting now. I respect his opinion as his opinion, but cannot myself sit
in judgment of any A.·. A.·. issue as an OTO member. It's just not my place,
and I have told him and others so. Perhaps I have just cut my own throat
as well now." I replied, "In some ways I respect Bill's opinion too.
Otherwise I would have been far more ferocious in the last Red Flame. But
he has crossed the line time and time again. I'm not sure if you're aware
of some of the facts regarding this whole A*A* issue but as each year
passes Bill is getting more vocal and more aggressive. Since the early
nineties he's been verbally attacking other lineages. I've heard him
slander Phyllis' claims and attack's Grady's. (Haven't you?) In fact,
myself, Arild Stromsvag and Lon himself listened to one of Bill's rant's
where he openly said that when Phyllis dies, he's going after Jim Eshelman
to legally make him stop making claims that he's A.·. A.·.. This is a fact, I
personally witnessed him saying it. So what am I to think? Is my lineage
safe?
Yes, you may sternly reply a disbelief over the above or feel that
what I'm fighting for really doesn't concern OTO. In some respects this is
how Nazism took hold in Europe. At first people accepted Hitler with open
arms, then rumors surfaced about atrocities. People refused to believe in
them. They turned away as if not interested in knowing what was going on
behind closed doors because they honestly believed the issues didn't
effect them. Like the A*A* issues to OTO. And on a far, far lesser scale
this is what has happened to the OTO under Frater HB. We accepted him,
many still do. But stories are beginning to surface of injustices
regarding Bill's attacks on other A*A* lineages and everyone is turning a
blind eye to this. Sadly many OTO members in general and outsiders are in
denial that such could really be happening or that it will inevitably
effect them. They're speaking out on such places like Thelema93 that Kalil
and others is wrong, saying: 'The OTO is not doing this!' Yes, I know the
Nazis comparison might be a little strong but you have to admit, the
similarities are quite amusing.
Also, consider this. In The Magical Link. (No.2 Spring/Fall 1998)
which is an OTO publication using my dues money and yours, Bill verbally
attacked Jim Eshelman and the idea of lineages in an article called
'Consider the Source' ... as being an "erroneous notion." Bill called his
A.·. A.·. the only true A.·. A.·., claiming it to be no less than the "traditional
authority": cut and dry. He was very clear about this. But, if he attacks
Jim's A.·. A.·. in an OTO publication, is mine safe? Also, consider this. Is my
A.·. A.·. address or Phyllis' in the back of Aleister Crowley books being
published by the OTO? Do you think Bill would let us put our addresses in
those books? If not, what he's effectively doing is using OTO to push his
lineage as the only lineage. Am I wrong? And still everyone is saying 'I
shouldn't confuse the two Orders.' All I'm doing is sticking up for the
rights of my lineage. Also, even the web site listed below on A.·. A.·. clearly
points out that no other branch of the Order will be accepted within the
Ordo Templi Orientis.
http://www.geocities.com/Athens/Atlantis/2569/geobook.html [defunct]
[quote] "This A.·. A.·. is a union of several lines and is said to derive
its authority in an unbroken chain from To Mega Therion through to its
current senior Adepti. This is the only A.·. A.·. recognised by O.T.O."
I do not think anyone would have a problem with the term 'recognised'
but, considering recent events, the word might well be changed to
'tolerated.' Also consider this. Another problem is that Bill Breeze has
always accepted my degree of Magister Templi. He's openly mentioned this
on numerous occasions, even to me. However, the more vocal he's getting
with 'pushing one A.·. A.·. within the OTO where do you think I fit into the
picture? I believed that I either had to keep silent or speak out. In
truth, my lineage always wanted to remain in silence, we have for years.
However, I felt with all the recent events leading up to The Magical Link
article that I had no choice but to speak out. I published a rebuttal in
Red Flame No.7 to many of the claims Bill was making about only one A.·. A.·..
The rest is, as we say, history. I could go on and on. But don't you see,
there is a history here of Breeze's A.·. A.·. using the OTO in a symbiotic way
while trying edge out everyone else. It's not something that is a one time
incident at the recent Areopagus where Bill accidentally 'crossed the
line.' He's been doing it all along but it's been so subtle most people
aren't even catching on. It just happens that if a finger needs to be
pointed as to whom is at fault for letting this incident escalate ... it
would have to fall on the shoulders of the Areopagus. It didn't let Bill
waltz in, lay down his demand and expel me. ........ In other words, Bill
wanted this issue of A.·. A.·.lineages 'closed' quickly but the Areopagus
wouldn't let him. In truth, I was counting on this. I play chess. Of
course, I wasn't counting on a Tribunal being called but it's not to my
disadvantage ... if played right.
Yes, this whole issue of my expulsion has nothing to do with OTO
charges. These are merely a smoke screen being brought up
'after-the-fact.' In truth, I am fighting for my life, for the right of
Grady McMurtry's lineage and many others to exist in the world. If it
costs me my membership in OTO then I accept this as my fate. But do you
truly realize the beauty of what is happening? Why Thelema93 is a hot bed?
Why Red Flame No.7 or Koenig's web site must be 'silenced' in Bill's mind?
Because the A.·. A.·. issue is before the world! Facts and stories which he has
tried so hard to squash are getting public exposure. Thus when Bill said
(quote) 'We are trying to cure people of this unhealthy obsession with
spiritual lineages' it'll be harder for him to do this.
I know that I am considered the ultimate evil to the OTO and many
think I'm a son of bitch, I'm dead wrong, I've violated my Oaths and a
slew of other transgressions. But I know these accusers do not understand
the greater picture of what is at stake. I accept my fate in their court
of opinion. I look at the Aeonic picture, not the here and now reality
(i.e. OTO) which will fade away with time. Yes, verily, I have a goal and
yes, I've taken on the role of a martyr. Is it wrong that I fight for the
right of my students and all those who'll come after us, in many lineages,
who may some day have to deal with Bill's thuggery? Is it wrong that I'm
fighting for the right to be a Thelemite without looking over your
shoulder for threats, intimidation and lawsuits? Yes, the most that this
fight could cost me is my OTO membership which is a small price for my
love of the 93 Current ... and I must give ALL.
Yes, I've heard it said often these days that we're all confusing A*A*
& OTO. But don't you realize what 'really' happened at the Areopagus? Bill
admitted that his A.·. A.·. now runs the OTO and that these Orders are
connected or 'entwined' as an 'Inner' and 'Outer' school. In other words,
he has effectively said he owns the copyrights/trademarks and everything
to both organizations. In fact, Heidrick has actually stated this on the
Fifth Degree E-List and that can be quoted if need be. Don't you realize
that entwining these two Orders together gives Bill the right to use OTO
money to attack all other branches of the A.·. A.·. through trumped-up
allegations of copyright infringement on A.·. A.·. material or using A.·. A.·.
trade-marks which he'll claim he owns. This is how he will go after Jim's
[Eshelman] lineage. He told me so years ago. I didn't believe him then but
with recent developments I only wish I spoke out sooner.
As I see it, I have but two alternatives:
1. I accept the OTO telling me and my students to keep quiet, pull Red
Flame and the material off Koenig's web site in the hopes that I might
remain an OTO member. In other words, selling out my A.·. A.·. lineage for the
material gain of my membership in a mundane fraternity. But do you think
Bill will let all the A.·. A.·. lineages alone if I did this?
2. Or do I stand and fight, knowing I'll be railroaded on OTO charges
to which I have absolutely no defense but at least the Truth will get out
about the A.·. A.·.. The world will know all the facts which Bill wants hidden.
Facts which would hinder if not make it impossible for him to harass,
intimidate or sue anyone in a Court of Law over A.·. A.·. matters. More
important, it'll also wake the OTO up to realize that it is being used as
a pawn in Bill's plans to attack other A.·. A.·. lineages.
In other words, I'm letting the cat out of the bag and in doing such,
Bill can't make his attacks from the shadows because I'm standing in the
light screaming, "There he is!"
This is the whole issue of my expulsion in a nutshell." [end]
VIII.
In June, Thelema93 which was run by Second Degree OTO member tried to
discover Kalil's identity by saying the web site wanted everyone to
'identify' who they are with their alias' at the bottom of every posting.
Kalil did not want to play and became banned from posting on Thelema93. I
wrote all the gruesome details out in an article titled KALIL and the
Thelema93-l Tango. In this article I mentioned an incident which occurred
on June 15th. "Around one-thirty on the fifteenth I sent Kalil a quick
email jokingly saying, "Kalil 93! I guess when all is said and done, your
posting on T93 got me expelled from the OTO and my telling you this
morning to go ahead and post your comments to Nigris publicly got you
banned from T93! Opps!! We should make it up to each other by having mad
passionate sex the next time we meet ... of course, don't tell Marlene!
[i.e. my wife] You know what a Scorpio she is!" Kalil quickly replied,
"You are SO BAAAAAADDDD!" I then sent Kalil my draft of the 'events
unfolding on the T93, which I wanted to send out to a few friends. Kalil
replied, "93 OK but watch out who you send this to or they'll tell
Marlene. BTW, never mind, I'll tell Marlene and then you really WILL be
sorry!" Kalil's identity still seemed to be an OTO concern, even though
the Grand Tribunal was already over. Kalil also dropped hints to 'her'
identity when she sent an email to Hal von Hofe, who lives in Connecticut
and was an old Brocken Mountain Lodge member. Kalil wrote, "Hal, do you
remember me from Brocken? If so please remember that Jerry wants my
identity to be kept quiet... let them keep guessing, eh?" I had to
chuckle. Sooner or later, Kalil will be uncovered. The latest spin came on
Friday June 9th. Jim Wasserman's wife Nancy called Keith Schurholz, an EC
member and asked him, "Are you Kalil?" Of course, Keith burned down the
phone lines to tell me this. Yes, it bothers them that they can't uncover
Kalil's identity. Marlene upon hearing this latest accusation immediately
sent Keith an email, "Whao! Is it true Keith? Or should I call you Kalil?"
... In truth, Keith is NOT Kalil!
IX.
There are major reasons why I have not addressed any OTO charges in
this Epistle. First, as I pointed out already, I have never received
anything official in writing to address. In fact, neither did the
Tribunal. One of the many people who was concerned with all the
shenanigans was Clive Harper in England. On Friday, June 2nd, he emailed
me saying, "93 We certainly seem to be living in 'interesting times'. Did
Lon or Tony ask for your side of events at all? I raised the point with
Bill, but only got a rather vague response about you having had ample
opportunity to defend yourself." I replied, "I did talk with Tony but you
must realize that I was never official charged with anything. Myself, nor
the Tribunal ever received anything in writing from Bill Breeze (my
accuser) to verify exactly what I did wrong in his eyes. Therefore Tony &
I just chatted about lots of nothing, just catching up on our friendship,
ideas and views, while waiting for the charges to arrive. As for Lon &
Jim, they never once contacted me or even asked me a single question. I
presume they too were waiting for the charges. Of course Bill now has to
be vague. But how can he honestly say that I was given ample opportunity
to defend myself if no charges were ever filed or nothing was ever
received in writing of the exact reasons for the Tribunal? What was I too
defend myself of? Vague rumors, innuendoes on a suspension letter or third
party comments about what other's thought Bill was pissed about? If so,
that's bogus. Fraternally, an accused persons has the undisputed right to
a fair trial and to have all the allegations or charges being made against
him or her laid out very clearly from A to Z. It's the accuser's
responsibility to produce such. Bill never did and because of such, if
he's allowed to get away with it, it sets a dangerous policy fraught with
abuse. No one is safe. This whole thing has been a botched job from the
very beginning, a comedy of errors and rather than giving me the benefit
of the doubt the OTO is simply railroading me. It's kinda sad."
This whole episode of my expulsion was becoming a major embarrassment
for the OTO. Everyone was beginning to talk about how I was being
railroaded by the Grand Tribunal. The OTO immediately began doing damage
control by telling a new version of the events. I've known Bill Breeze for
over twenty years and I can say with utmost certainty how amazed I am at
how often, when caught in an anomaly, his stories mutate. In some circles
he's known as Mr. Slippery When Wet. This is why he rarely puts anything
down in writing because he knows and has laughingly joked with me on a few
occasions, that such, quote "comes back to haunt you." My personal views
on this whole matter is that maybe if he just told the truth right up
front he wouldn't have dance so often and wear his shoes out. What Breeze
was unaware of is that I was keeping a careful ongoing documentation of
the events which clearly showed how the story changed.
As an example, Breeze began telling everyone that my Suspension letter
'officially' listed all my charges and that, contrary to what Tony
Iannotti was telling me all along, there was never going to be charges
written out from A to Z which would clarify exactly what I had done. It's
nice for Breeze to tell me this after the fact. However, since a Grand
Tribunal member, namely Tony Iannotti, kept telling me that such charges
were in route and that my Suspension letter was not the official charges,
I never attempted to address them. Furthermore, remember way back on May
18th I had told Tony, "For the record, I haven't even been given any
official 'Charges' yet. I do not know exactly what the OTO is charging me
with except vague innuendoes in my suspension letter. How can I even make
a defense to the Tribunal?" From day one I was telling Tony that those
statements in my suspension letter were so nebulous that any defense could
only be construed as being lame. Even he, one of the Grand Tribunal
members, agreed.
Since Bill Breeze is now claiming my suspension letter listed the
charges that were suppose to be investigated and addressed then I'd like
to point out that the Grand Tribunal members themselves only received a
copy this letter the day before they made their decision! Is this a fair
investigation? After receiving the 'charges' did any member of the Grand
Tribunal contact me before coming to their conclusion? NO.
Breeze also had to comment upon my remarks that I was never officially
in communication with the Grand Tribunal. My correspondence between Tony
and myself was personal. Even Tony stated such numerous times. If we are
now being told that this correspondence constitutes 'official' documents,
then either Tony was lying to me all along or, again, Breeze is trying to
mutate the facts to cover his railroading me. Tony told me in a phone
conversation this is what Breeze was trying to do and said he was being
forced to send them some of the emails. On June 8th I sent Tony an email
saying, "After careful consideration I would appreciate that our private
correspondence between you and I, discussing my suspension/expulsion NOT
be given out to Breeze or the OTO. What they are going to do, is put a
special header on it and 'spin doctor' it into something it's not in order
to convince everyone that the Tribunal was 'officially' in contact with
me. Which you know and I know, is a lie. In other words, they're trying to
do damage control after the fact, rather than facing their phantoms. Can
you give me your Word that you won't send them copies? I'd appreciate
that."
Tony Iannotti came out to the Bay Area for a work related visit
between June 3rd and the 10th. On June 7th he arrived at my house for a
visit at 7:25pm. He stayed late and we talked about much. I wish to quote
from my diaries of a few things I learned during the evening. Some of
which I have already discussed but it'll help clarify as to when I
discovered the information. Meaning, on this date.
1. Tony talked with Breeze on Monday [June 5th] who said I was being
expelled "this week" and that I could "appeal the decision at the next
Areopagus." He is also hoping that I will be "honorable" and not attack or
come out revealing data etc & etc until then. However, he hasn't acted
honorably nor fraternally since day one. Now, he's expelling me on bogus
charges, which even Tony admits and he's saying, please keep quiet for the
next eleven months until the next Areopagus when you can appeal! I tend to
doubt that I'll do this. I really don't care for my membership all that
much at this point. Tony did say that Breeze is quote, "terrified" of what
I could do or release.
2. I found out the copy of my suspension letter & my reply back both
arrived at the Tribunal the day before they made up their minds, plus
Breeze is saying now my suspension letter is officially "my charges" in
order to tell everyone that I "was notified" as was the Tribunal. How
bogus.
3. Tony said that Breeze has requested full copies of our
correspondence between him and I. What he is trying to do, according to
Tony, is to spin our correspondence into something it's not. To imply the
Tribunal was actually "investigating." He wants it to become an official
Tribunal record to prove that I was in constant communication with the
Tribunal and him. He's doing damage control to silence my bitching that I
was never given the opportunity of a defense or to explain myself. Tony
admitted tonight that our correspondence was private, between friends and
was in no way part of the official Tribunal's investigation as Breeze is
trying to make it.
4. Tony read the paragraph which Bill Breeze sent to [omitted] on June
5th where he discusses my expulsion etc. He laughed, saying "this is so
untrue." I replied. "Lies is more like it." We joked about all the points
which were wrong, right down to his opening statement re: Breeze's take on
A.·. A.·. issues. We both agreed, he's blatantly lying to cover up the real
issue.
The next day, or on June 8th, I sent Tony an email, knowing that the
day before was the last time we'd meet. Still, I wanted to address a lot
of our conversations. I wrote, "I'll be dropping you brief thoughts from
time to time in regards to your visit etc. One thing I'd like to mention
is that it became very clear that your optimism, although endearing, is
allowing Breeze to know how, why and what I'm thinking. In other words
he's able to spin his defense (et story) so that he's coming out smelling
like roses. While, in some ways I'm in the dark. The only way I can be
kept informed is if my friends let me know what he's saying.
as examples of re-telling the facts:
1. I've always said that I haven't received any 'charges' which I
could respond to. He knows this through you and he's now come back with,
the letter of suspension contains your charges.
2. I've always maintained that the Tribunal never contacted me in any
official capacity, even you have agreed that our correspondence was
private, between friends and was in no way part of the official Tribunal's
investigation. Breeze is now trying to make it seem otherwise.
In other words, I'm looking over my notes in regards to how he's
'spinning' a story and doing damage control. It's all been at my expense
via what I am telling my friends, mostly you and [omitted], who is then
talking to him. In other words, he's getting my views' up front. In some
ways this is bad legally. It's like telling the prosecutor your defense
before you have a trial or a hearing and hoping he'll be fair. Realizing
this, I'd like you to be very careful on what you tell Breeze from now on
or, let me know what you've told him and carefully jot down actual
statements verbatim, which he makes to such, which are known
contradictions. If I'm going to make a defense at the next Areopagus this
is important."
Days passed and I heard nothing. I received no word from Tony once he
returned home. On Friday June 16th I sent Tony a brief email, asking, "I
checked my P.O.Box today, still nothing from the OTO. Are you sure Breeze
told you that I was being expelled 'immediately'?" He replied two days
later saying, "Yes, he meant that week, but I have not heard anything
either."
After more careful thoughts in regards to sending Bill Breeze our
personal correspondence I sent Tony another email. This was on the 18th. I
asked, "Why do you have to send them some of our correspondence?"
I continued saying, "We discussed this while you were here and you
said, if you were going to send them anything, you'd send me a full set
before sending it to them. To approve the editing. Since they are my
words, common decency demands that I should see 'what' is being submitted
to Breeze before you send it off. Remember, these were PRIVATE
correspondence and the OTO has absolutely no right to them. Especially
considering they are going to be used against me as if they are official
'minutes' of a Tribunal. Under normal circumstances I wouldn't care if
such goes out or is published but considering the treatment which I've
been dealt by the OTO thugs of late I want to see exactly what you're
sending so I can 'approve' it. I know this might be harsh but it's only
fair. You know and I know, Breeze and the 'spin doctors' are going to use
my words to prove one way or the other my guilt. It's totally unfair that
they are given access to my words after they've already have found me
guilty and are demanding my expulsion. This is nothing more that trying to
confirm their decisions after the fact and I'm against it. Again, send me
a full set of what you're sending to them and I'll give my OK as to what
words of mine you can release to the OTO. I'm not asking, I'm demanding
this." Tony replied very graciously, "You said that you did not want your
mail sent, so I was not going to send that. But I have to send some of
what I wrote to you (the official early mail) to document my participation
in the GT process and what you had been told. They are beginning to imply
that I never communicated anything to you, because of your reply to them
that you had never been contacted. (odd after the meeting description and
other stuff wound up on Thelema93-l, but there you are.) I told them at
the time that you were referring to no contact prior to the meeting, but
they don't think that's true, that you mean through the whole process.
Since they seem to be reluctant to ask you directly, it seems the only way
to prove that I did contact you. (Of course, it does not prove that you
received or read them.)."
I could only wonder what Tony implied by "official early mail." It
wasn't until May 14th that I was notified that the Grand Tribunal had been
assembled. In theory, Tony's prior emails to this date should not be
considered 'official.' However, in truth, I didn't care what was being
sent because anyone with common sense will quickly realize that the OTO is
trying to 'verify' its decision of expelling me after they had already
made it. In other words, they rushed into making a hasty decision, pissed
at Kalil's postings and living up to their threat that if I didn't silence
Kalil they wouldn't let me offer a defense or even bother to wait for the
charges to arrive from Bill. They can't dispute this fact. Now that I was
bitching about all this they are quickly trying to do damage control and
explain away their actions by saying I'm lying. Obviously the 'charges'
which everyone was waiting for from Breeze are now being 'explained away'
by saying, "Oh, no, you got the charges in your suspension letter." But
this is contrary to everything the Grand Tribunal told me while it was in
existence. As for me never having the opportunity to offer a defense,
they're now trying to say that I extended such in my emails back and forth
with Tony. But where, anywhere in those emails does it say that these are
official and anything other than personal conversations? Even Tony, a
Grand Tribunal member, admits this. Furthermore, in those emails I told
Tony that I was writing out a draft of my defense in an actual letter but
I was waiting till the official charges arrived so I could fine tune my
response before sending it to the Grand Tribunal. Tony agreed but warned
if Kalil kept talking, I wouldn't be allowed to submit it. Need I point
out that this clearly shows my defense letter and my emails to Tony are
two different things. The OTO is simply confusing apples with oranges in
order to prove its folly and do damage control at my expense. Anyway, Tony
did confirmed that he would send me a full set of what he's going to send
to Breeze so I could review it very carefully. He did say, "I have hardly
touched my home email since I have been back, though I have read more and
can tell you (though you probably know already) that the immediate
expulsion plan was also argued against by Lynn [Scriven], and she received
better attention than I did. I think July 30 is the new date, and they are
supposed to re-iterate the original letter, and wait for a response though
I think they should also come up (finally) with real specific charges, or
your reply is likely to be the same, with good reason."
X.
On Friday June 23rd 2000 I went down to the P.O.Box and found a large
registered letter from the Secretary General, Marcus Jungkurth in Berlin.
The cover letter continued fostering the myths. Most notable is that it
states "Your case was considered an emergency by the Supreme Council. The
Agenda for the 2000 e.v. Areopagus meeting was prepared on March 22 and
mailed promptly. Your article concerning the Order's ritual appeared on a
Swiss website on March 30th." In my suspension letter of May 5th Marcus
made a similar statement, saying that my suspension is due to "your
quotations from the initiation rituals in your publication 'Red Flame' and
the posting of such material to the public website of P.R.Koenig." Here is
the stupidity of the OTO's railroading me which shows that none of them
are really aware of all the facts and are merely throwing false
accusations around which sound good at the moment. First of all, I did not
post the entire issue of Red Flame No.7 on Koenig's web site. I posted
pgs. xi - xxx and pgs 169 - 182. These dealt primarily with A.·. A.·. issues
and U.S. Copyright Laws.
In the package which Marcus sent is a document called The Notification
of Our Findings. Not that it matters, but prior to this I only received a
copy of the first page. However, page two begins with the actual page
references in Red Flame No.7 where the Grand Tribunal says I have violated
my Oaths. It is approximately three lines. It is an undisputed fact that
this is the first place where I have ever been notified 'where' I am
accused of this indiscretion. In truth, this was part of the charges that
I was waiting for so that it could be addressed rather than the 'blanket'
charge that 'somewhere' in Red Flame I violated my Oaths. All this aside,
the pages which are in question are, quote, "specifically pages 35 to 40."
THESE PAGES ARE NOT PUBLISHED ON KOENIG'S WEB SITE! This is another classic
example of the OTO not knowing what the Hell it's talking about and simply
trying to come up with charges which look good on paper but have no basis
in reality.
What is even sadder is that the rest of this piece, or rather ten
pages worth, deals 100% with quoting in depth the postings by Kalil, a
member in my A.·. A.·. lineage. If the Grand Tribunal had half a brain it would
have buried these accusations. They only serve to prove beyond a shred of
a doubt that I am being railroaded on trump up charges being sought long
after the Areopagus meeting which was held two months earlier.
Furthermore, it proves their threats that if Kalil posted anything again,
it would railroad me without me offering my defense or hearing any
'official' charges. Here is Kalil's postings! This is undisputed BUT WHERE
IS MY DEFENSE IN THIS PACKAGE? Dah! There isn't any. It only proves that
if you hunt long enough, harass people and threaten them over a period of
time, you'll find something to hang them with. And they're calling this a
Fraternity?
I am not going to address all of the letter. However, at the very end
on the last page is a list of questions which are titled Sample Questions
Once Proposed by JW. Of course I've never seen these until this letter but
if anyone is in doubt about the A.·. A.·. issue being the real truth behind my
felonious expulsion I'd like to quote Jim Wasserman's first question.
"How can you reconcile your hostility to the Caliph's version of the
relationship between O.T.O. and A.·. A.·. knowing that the Caliph feels he is
the ultimate authority on defining this relationship for O.T.O. and
knowing that the Areopagus has accepted his position as sole authority to
set official O.T.O. policy in regards to A.·. A.·.?"
Furthermore, at the end of his questions Jim Wasserman makes the
following statement to Tony Iannotti & Lon DuQuette. "I am too angry to
talk to him on the phone right now and don't want to waste the time or
money to see him in person. I have a Third Degree Oath not to punch him in
the mouth and I take my oaths seriously to the extent that I'm able to
live up to them." Let me point out that if someone, supposedly in charge
of, quote, "the investigation" (May 5th) portrays such bigotry and
pre-determined guilt on some one's behalf, without ever hearing a person's
defense or ever receiving 'officially written OTO charges' in regards to
the person they're investigation, is there any doubt that said person
would not be railroaded? Jim Wasserman, never bothered to call me, email
or write me. I won't get into every Oath he has broken but it's far more
than he's accusing me of.
Sadly, the cover letter from Marcus Jungkurth is dated June 13th and
states that I "have 30 days in which to submit any defense ... which
should be received by the Secretary General no later than July 11, 2000
ev." However, it's post marked on the 14th and in addition to not giving
me a full month, the letter arrived on June 23rd. This plainly says it
took nine days to arrive in California from Germany, which is not bad. But
if I'm to guarantee that my defense letter gets in Marcus' hands by the
11th I'd have to ship it at least by the 1st. Hoping, of course, that he
checks his mail regularly. This means that I have only one week to make an
adequate defense and not a full month as 'graciously' offered me in the
cover letter. This will be another 'classic example' later on when the OTO
tries to spin a fanciful tale to make itself look good by saying that it
offered me plenty of time for a defense. It sounds good on paper but it's
harder to swallow in reality. Is there any doubt why I was a cynic
throughout this period? There has been nothing fair about how the OTO has
dealt with me from the beginning. Part of me just doesn't care one way or
the other if I remain a member of the Ordo Templi Orientis. The wall
between Bill Breeze and myself, now built, will be almost impossible to
overcome if I remain within the Order. Yes, he & I have been fighting over
A*A* issues for some time and we disagree adamantly on many points.
However, he crossed the planes. Not me. He brought these issues down into
the official meeting of a mundane organization. That organization has
busily gone about trying to cover up this fact and do damage control by
trying to make it seem like my real crime is a breech of OTO Oaths. But
that is not what fueled Breeze's four hour talk at the Areopagus. Again,
for the record, I am not saying that I am not guilty of certain
transgressions against the Order but there was never an attempt to have
these worked out amicably for all concerned.
XI.
At this point I want to point out that I accept the Hell which I've
drawn down upon myself knowing that it has exposed something which has
been slowly brewing behind the scenes for many years. It is no secret that
Bill Breeze has systematically attempted to eliminate every other OTO or
Thelemic organization and retain the undisputed copyrights of Aleister
Crowley's estate by suing and attacking everyone. However, he wanted it
kept very quiet that his megalomania had been mounting a campaign of
slander and attacks on the very threshold of the A.·. A.·.itself. The knowledge
that Breeze's A.·. A.·. was now to be considered as the 'only true Order' by
the OTO, no others would be accepted as being legitimate, sent shock waves
throughout the Thelemic communities world wide. Independent bloodlines,
with no 'apostolic succession' back to Aleister Crowley are deemed, and I
quote "bogus." Yes, verily, in attempting to expel me it further exposed
the fact that Bill Breeze has set upon a program which says that if OTO
members want to be invited into the Fifth Degree then they must give up
their membership in certain groups which do not advocate his world views.
A person must also stop associating with individuals whom he personally
deems a threat to his Order. Unless you sell your soul you won't be
allowed into Fifth Degree. Of course, once this became public knowledge
the OTO spin doctors are quickly trying to deny it. After all, if the man
of Earth degrees knew the Truth they might start wondering why should they
remain in the Order and pay their dues.
The bottom line is that I knew right from the start that whether it
was today or tomorrow, no one could stop the tides of fate that would
inevitably try to push Grady McMurtry's A.·. A.·. lineage out of the Ordo
Templi Orientis. I accept this and hold no animosity. In Truth, I was
marked for death months ago when I first spoke An'el Haqq before the
masses. The Grand Tribunal was merely Frater Hymenaeus Beta's three rock
throwers who's job it was to do his dirty work and slay me by the Well.
I'd like to include my entire "Defense Letter" sent on June 26th
2000ev:
Care Frater
Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law. - AL I:40
I received your letter of June 13th. I offer no defense for the
allegations mentioned therein because there can be none to deceitful and
bogus charges. I am well aware that if the Ordo Templi Orientis decides it
wants to expel someone there is always sufficient grounds to sell to the
masses. Therefore, why bother to grovel? Besides, there is more at stake
here than one's membership.
I know and you know, as do many, that the real reason the Order is
trying to expel me is to enable William Breeze's A.·. A.·. lineage, which
stems from Marcelo Motta, to solidify its hold over the Ordo Templi
Orientis through the elimination of other branches, meaning Grady
McMurtry's or mine. Knowing this, let me say that I have absolutely no
contempt or animosity for Aleister Crowley's Ordo Templi Orientis. I
really love the fraternity with my whole heart and soul. Yes, I am being
expelled, as have many of late but I am not blaming the Order for the
misgivings of one paranoid megalomaniac. A presumed spiritual leader who
sees enemies lurking behind every tree and under every stone. A man so
scared of his own shadow that he fled Austin to Europe simply because of a
rumor that someone was going to kill him. A man so terrified that merely
having his address known or his picture published throws him into a
emotional tizzy. His policies are dragging the beauty of the Order down
into the depths of degradation in which he mentally wallows. The bottom
line is that I'm not someone who confuses a glistening red apple
reflecting the beauty of the Sun with a piece of rotten fruit languoring
in a mud filled gutter. If you're expecting me to trash the OTO itself
you'll be greatly disappointed. To me, the OTO as envisioned by Aleister
Crowley and even by Grady Louis McMurtry is a wonderful fraternity which
has tragically entered upon uncompromising times. I am not rebuking the
inanimate object for the folly of human consequences. I've always
believed, possibly silly I admit now in retrospect, that someday the Order
would be restored to its intentional glory and perhaps all the travesties
bathing Thelemic communities worldwide could be put behind us.
In ending I'd like to declare, regardless of what any future letter
states, that I am not going to accept my expulsion from Frater Hymenaeus
Beta (William Gary Breeze) on the ground that he is not OHO. According to
our OTO Bylaws Section 2.18 Subsection D: "Any expulsion of a member
holding a degree higher than VII° must be carried out by the authority of
the O.H.O." I will not get into all the gruesome details but simply
proclaiming Dave Scriven a X°, who in return elects oneself to OHO was a
scam. Plain and simple. I pre-date Frater Hymenaeus Beta's reign in the
Order and because of such, as of this moment, I no longer feel he has any
authority over me because of his treachery in the Hermetic Triad. I am
O.T.O. and I will always be O.T.O., he and no one else can take away this
Honour until such a time as a real election by Tenth Degrees is held and
he is appointed to the position of OHO properly. Until that time I simply
bid him farewell.
Love is the law, love under will. - AL I:57
J. Edward Cornelius
I know there are some who might wonder why I've never submitted more
information to the OTO in my final defense letter. If you question this
then obviously you haven't been paying attention to the subtleties. For
the record, since day one I have never felt that I have been on the
defensive once during this entire episode. I learned Chess from Grady
McMurtry and I play it well. I have heard too many of Grady's war stories
for them not to have sunk in. I have been relentlessly on the attack over
false allegations since the beginning and have refused to play the OTO's
game by going quietly. The OTO and Bill Breeze, on the other hand, have
been defending themselves against the allegations that I was being
railroaded over A*A* issues. Yes, they have been constantly defending
themselves, doing damage control and changing the facts to fit new
information. Then they regurgitate it all back up to explain away my
'defense' while trying hard to make themselves smell like roses. All it
proves is that I wasn't on trial, my defense, in Truth, was playing the
white chess pieces and they're too stupid to realize it.
The above, ending with the last paragraph, was originally intended to
be the end of this Epistle. I had finished the first part and ended it
with the final line, "Now my tome is over [or at least Part I] and I can
get on with my life. All I can do now is to wait for the felonious Notice
of Expulsion to complete the travesty." I then sent the entire thing
[which has since been slightly edited to reflect that Section XI is not
the end] to Phyllis Seckler. I believed, whether right or wrong, that she
needed to know the whole story of what was going on behind the scenes.
XII.
On Tuesday June 27, the day after I finished my Epistle and mailed it
off, I got a phone call from Phyllis Seckler (Soror Meral). It seems that
besides my letter to the OTO and my Epistle being sent to her, yesterday
also saw Phyllis sending a rather "hot letter" to William Breeze as well.
She was calling to discuss this letter with me because she had mentioned
me in it. We chatted for well over an hour. I also told her about the
package I sent her yesterday. She couldn't wait to read it. Later that day
I went to my P.O.Box. and low and behold, Phyllis' letter [dated June
22nd] was already there! Phyllis' demands were rather harsh and direct.
She was obviously distraught over A.·. A.·./OTO matters of late and she
unloaded both barrels at Bill Breeze. She also defended me and my actions.
She argued that he gave me absolutely no chance to defend myself which was
unfair and goes against O.T.O. procedures. She stressed that I was not
hurting him in any way and that all I was doing was merely expressing an
opinion which is my right according to Liber OZ. I personally think she
was very fair with her comments. All in all, the letter is far more
complicated but the jest of her remarks in regards myself was that she
felt Bill Breeze owed me an apology and that I should be fully reinstated
in the O.T.O.
Most harshly to Breeze are her comments about the recent threats which
he made to her in a phone conversation on May 21st. Although some people
are 'publicly' denying that this occurred, in truth he did threatened her
with a lawsuit because of her use of the name of A.·. A.·. in her work. I won't
go into the details, but this prompted Phyllis to come out swinging and
you can't blame her. She is a fighter. Anyway, she gave Bill Breeze
'three' demands, one of which was a "signed paper ... in [her] hands by
July 15." This, I'll discuss later. She ended her eight page, single typed
letter with "Finally, I have always praised you for your fine work with
the publications. Also you have done a great deal of good work with the
O.T.O. When you were elected to the headship of O.T.O., we believed in you
and we would again like to believe in your intelligence, you spirit of
fair play and your tolerance. Dear brother, please reconsider some of you
present actions." I think it best to quote Seckler's letter to Bill Breeze
in it's entirety to get the full flavour:
Dear Bill,
Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.
There is now quite a crisis in the O.T.O. and in my 61 years of
membership this seems to be the worst one yet.
What has happened to you? You used to believe in religious freedom and
now you are acting with religious intolerance and suppression.
Crowley wrote that the A.·. A.·. and the O.T.O. were two separate Orders. I
enclose copies of this letters [These are not included in this epistle. -
JEC] and remarks written to clarify matters. These were printed in I.T.C.
Vol I, No. 2. You seem to believe that you should be the head of the A.·. A.·.
as well as the head of the O.T.O. Why? I am inclined to ask where are your
credentials?
The A.·. A.·. is guide by V.V.V.V.V. He wrote the tasks for each grade with
George Cecil Jones. This is clear in LIBER 61. V.V.V.V.V. is ever the head
of the A.·. A.·. and there can be no other. He is still at work to guide his
Order. He does not necessarily need a physical body to do this.
Intelligences on the inner planes can make use of all sorts of persons.
One of their easiest vehicles is a person of unbalanced or insane mind.
Why do you think you were the victim of a stalker? Would it not be good
policy to heed what ill fortune besets you?
You have been showing that you can't allow any divergence of view from
you own. Why can't you take criticism? Thelemites should be able to
express a diversity of opinion without fear of reprisal. Perhaps if you
had two revolutionaries to oppose your every decision and move you would
not now be in so precarious a position. The two revolutionaries were
specified in Crowley's original constitution and their function was to
strengthen a Supreme and Holy King, causing him to review his character
and behaviour so that he could remain well balanced and so that he did not
become an ego-maniac. You have not benefited from this provision and it
makes one wonder if you have been afraid of criticism and opposition all
along.
According to all accounts, you behaved in an unfair manner when Jerry
Cornelius criticized your behaviour in claiming head of the A.·. A.·.. Your
actions seem to point to the fact that you wish to bring every A.·. A.·. person
under your leadership and jurisdiction. Actually he was correct in his
views on this matter. Crowley's instructions are clear enough for each
grade of A.·. A.·. and presumably any person could accomplish a great deal in
the work and studies on their own. The only catch is that when a person
claims a grade in the Order, and there is no person in a higher grade to
monitor his work and issue a paper upon completion, that his claims are
hard to believe.
But you expelled Jerry for his opinion and also with some ferocity,
for you gave him no chance to defend himself. This was unfair and also
goes against O.T.O. procedures. Do what thou wilt means that one gives
every other person a right to do what he/she wills without interference.
Jerry was not hurting you in any way. He merely had an opinion. Is no
opinion valid but your own? Have you forgotten LIBER OZ?
"3. Man has the right to think as he will:
to speak what he will
to write what he will ----"
You owe Jerry and apology and full reinstatement in the O.T.O.
You even threatened me with a lawsuit because I use the name of A*A*
in my work. Do you think you should be the only one to use this name? That
is, you and those of whom you approve?
I have been a part of V.V.V.V.V.'s A.·. A.·. since 1940 when Jane Wolfe
inducted me into this Order and gave me a paper for Probationer. In her
turn, she was inducted into this Order by Crowley while residing in Cefalu
and studying under him.
Also, as everyone knows, Karl Germer was an 8=3 in this Order due to
Crowley's knowledge and word of his true grade. Before that, Karl achieved
the Knowledge and Conversation of the Holy Guardian Angel while in a
prison camp in Nazi Germany. When Crowley knew of this attainment, he
recognised Karl as 5=6 of A.·. A.·. Germer later recognised my own
experience with the H.G.A. and wrote to me and to Jane that I was 5=6
A.·. A.·..
At the present with H.G.A. guidance I have founded a College of
Thelema and one of my successors has founded the Temple of Thelema under
the College. We have classes and college work which aids a student to
enter the more difficult work laid out in LIBER 185 (to be found in the
last section of GEMS FROM THE EQUINOX.)
When a student enters the A.·. A.·., we work with strict compliance to the
guidelines set out in LIBER 185. No one gets a paper from us for each
grade unless they have completed the tasks set forth. If any one of our
students is ever challenged, the papers show good, solid work which is
overseen and checked by those of higher grades and by adepts if need be.
According to Crowley's instructions, only Neophytes or those of higher
grades may take on a student but if anything goes wrong, there is always
help from our adepts. The work is private and secret and should remain
thus as that is the way the A *A* is supposed to operate. With us there
are no imaginary or false claims as to grades, no lies, no pretense and no
frauds in all of this work, whether of C.O.T. or of the A.·. A.·..
In our studies at all levels we give a background in Psychology and
Astrology so that each person can know the self and can guide his work and
choices according to his true nature.
Agreed, this is a difficult time, but as a IX° O.T.O. I would like to
ask; does the O.T.O. intend to sue any publisher in the world who
publishes Crowley writings, either in English or in translations? The
present suit seems also to very nearly impoverish the O.T.O. Are all such
lawsuits in the best interests of the spread of Thelema? The O.T.O. is
supposed to aid in the spread of Thelema world wide, but copyright
restrictions could work thoroughly against this aim.
I am also concerned about this policy of lawsuits, as I think
Crowley's work will not get a wide enough distribution due to publishers
being afraid to publish. There is a good deal of merit in Jim Graeb's work
on this matter. I do not see his exploration of other options as a threat
to the final settlement of the Naylor, et al lawsuit. A vast majority of
lawsuits are settled out of court. By mutual agreement neither Naylor nor
O.T.O. is to be affected by this preliminary exploration.
But you can't seem to view this effort in a balanced way and you want
Graeb expelled immediately. How do you know how the lawsuit will turn out?
What if O.T.O. should lose? Would not Graeb's suggestions then have been a
better course to follow? You don't even wait to find out if he was right
after all.
Jim Graeb is also fighting for religious and personal freedom and
tolerance supposed to be taught in the higher grades of O.T.O. But you are
exhibiting intolerance and suppression of the freedom of religion of an
A*A* person. Graeb is doing the work of a revolutionary and you react with
haste and fear. Of what are you afraid? Your behaviour makes many others
in O.T.O. wonder who will be expelled next. This leads to a lack of
independent action on the part of others who hold high positions. Are you
intent on making them rubber stamps of yourself?
Yes, you really do need the ideas, the votes and the independent
thoughts and work of the IX° O.T.O. and also of the VIII°. They must act
so that the O.T.O. does not become a petty dictatorship.
In our telephone conversation of May 21, I told you that what you and
others did with the A.·. A.·. was none of my business and that I hoped for the
same courtesy from you. But when you offered to sue me instead because I
work with the name of A.·. A.·., I replied that if you interfered with me, I
would have to fight. This is part of my fight.
1. As a IX° of O.T.O., I request you to reinstate Jerry in the O.T.O.
with his full degree restored.
2. As a IX° of O.T.O., I request that you allow Jim Graeb to act as
the present revolutionary without fear of retribution.
3. As an A.·. A.·. I request that you do not sue either me or my successors
over the use of the name of the AA
If you intend to remedy your present actions with suggestions 1 and 2,
please let me know by July 15. As for request No. 3, I request a written
statement that you will not sue us over the name of A.·. A.·. This signed paper
should be in my hands by July 15.
Of course you may ignore these requests and say nothing. But in that
case, copies of this letter shall have a wider distribution.
It is my policy to give a copy of any letter which I write of a
serious nature in which I have mentioned a person's name. Therefore both
Jerry and Jim Graeb shall have a copy and I ask that they exert extreme
discretion in not showing it or reading from it to anyone else. Since your
actions also included the Secretary and Treasurer, a copy goes to Marcus
Jungkurth and Bill Heidrick. Finally, a copy of this letter shall go to
David Scriven because he is head of the U.S.A. O.T.O. and should know of
anything that goes on.
Finally, I have always praised you for your fine work with the
publications. Also you have done a great deal of good work with the O.T.O.
When you were elected to the headship of O.T.O., we believed in you and we
would again like to believe in your intelligence, you spirit of fair play
and your tolerance. Dear brother, please reconsider some of you present
actions.
Love is the law, love under will
Fraternally with much love
Phyllis Seckler (Soror Meral)
XIII.
On Wednesday June 28th Kalil sent an email to [omitted] who often
posts on Thelema93 and who was curious about the A.·. A.·. 'feud' going on in
the world. It's important to quote this letter because it also reflects my
views very clearly on this subject.
"Hello [omitted], Do what thou wilt
shall be the whole of the Law. I was forwarded your email on T93 regarding
the 'feud' going on between two A.·. A.·. branches. I can only assume you mean
the current 'expulsion' of Jerry Cornelius from the OTO? I would like to
discuss this with you as to the reality of the situation.
At the very beginning I wish to state that I do not want nor intend to
get into a semantics battle. I do not like the manner in which the elists
twist emotionally charged words such as Feud into other inflammatory
issues. My brief experience on T93 was such an event and, personally, it
is not where the majority of my Life is at this time. However, I respect
that you seem to have a level head and wish to clarify the situation for
you. I am also writing this for myself as my actions in answering and then
relaying messages about the Cornelius Expulsion has brought the subject up
on the elist in the first place.
For the record, my branch of the A.·. A.·. is not feuding with Beta. There
is a difference. We do not care If he is A.·. A.·. or argue against his being
A*A* at all. We are simply not willing to accept His claims to rulership
of the entire organization. I find it laughable that he claims to be "the
traditional authority" of A.·. A.·. as his less than glorious past associations
with A.·. A.·. is well documented. However, please look at the symptoms of the
matter.
Who is expelling, threatening and acting in an aggressive manner? It
is Beta of course. He is acting in regards to the A.·. A.·. as he is doing with
the OTO. It is not just Jerry (and us) that he attacks. He has made
actions against many other branches as well. He is the one out of control.
True, we are the first to come-out and refuse to accept his aggressions.
However, that is our gift from Grady, we are warriors and proud of it.
There is much the elist does not know about the inner workings of our
and other groups of A.·. A.·.. Many branches have seen Beta as being a
control-freak and for many years we, meaning my branch and the other A*A*
branches as well, have simply watched quietly and attended to our own
business. My branch has happily remained 'hidden' for over 15 years. We
knew in '85 when Beta took over the OTO that another branch was in charge.
However, over the years, and particularly in the last 8 or so, Beta has
become more aggressive. He is now using OTO money to attack other
groups...his "Consider the Source" in the last Magickal Link was just one
such endeavor.
Please, reserve judgment about us. Should the members of A.·. A.·. simply
lie down and allow a megalomaniac stomp all over us? I bet that you will
begin to see other A.·. A.·. branches come out as well in the near future. It
is not my place to address their concerns but they are becoming enough
concerned to take their own actions. You must never forget that although
the A.·. A.·. does reside in the lofty heights, it still has its roots in
Malkuth and must deal with mundane matters from time to time. 'Order well
the Kingdom' is a true aphorism.
A.·. A.·. does not like to be political. It is not in the interests of
either Student or Teacher as it takes far too much energy away from the
tasks at hand. My own work is much hampered in the last couple months (is
that all!?) by such activity. Still, if the liberty to exist outside of
Beta's cliché is what is at risk, then I will fight in the open. Again, we
are not attacking Beta's A.·. A.·. or their right to exist. He is the one
attempting to deny us our own right.
I welcome any dialogue with you on this matter if you wish. It does
hurt to see reasonable people assume my branch is doing something 'wrong'
and not that we are defending the very right to exist for ALL branches of
the A.·. A.·..
Love is the law, love under will.
Kalil"
Later in the evening, at 6:20pm to be precise, I found a message on my
answering machine. It said, "93 Jerry this is Phyllis. I want to ask some
questions about your 44 page run-down, of what happened. Could you ... get
back to me a little later, before 8:30 maybe?" I immediately called her
back. After our initial hellos, she asked how many copies of my Epistle I
had given out? I replied, "Two, one to her and another to [a member of my
A*A*]." I explained that I didn't write it to distribute as much as to
"get it off my chest" so I could put the whole matter behind me. She
replied that this information must get out and that I shouldn't keep it
quiet or buried. In the end, I promised her that I would distribute the
information, at least to Jim Eshelman and Jim Graeb. We also discussed her
own letter in-depth to Breeze and I told her how brilliant it was. We
talked about many things, too many to write down and, besides, most of it
was personal. On the following morning of Thursday June 29th I printed up
a copy of my Epistle and mailed to Jim Eshelman. I would give Jim Graeb
his copy on July 4th.
On Friday June 30th Jim Graeb called, very, very upset. It seems Dave
Scriven, aka Frater Sabazius X°, accused him of "filling Phyllis' head
with lies, deceit and misinformation" and implied that she is "mentally
incompetent" to understand the Truth [these quotes were Jim's words, not
necessarily Dave's]. It seems Dave sent Jim an email where he stated, and
I quote, "I just received a cc of a letter from Phyllis to Bill. ... her
letter did contain a list of grievances, a number of which seem to be
rather ill-informed. From the content of her letter, it would appear that
you (or someone) alleged to her that...",
Dave then lists five statements which he feels are blatant lies in
Phyllis' letter to Bill Breeze.
The first statement is about Jim Graeb personally and it doesn't
relate to my expulsion. The second lie according to Scriven is that, "The
disciplinary action against Jerry C. was based exclusively on A.·. A.·.
issues." Dave then includes in parenthesis a rebuttal saying, "(contrast
Tony's plea to Jerry, in your presence, to remove his material from
Koenig's website);" Obviously this shows that Dave is either ill-informed,
very stupid or is just willing to lie. I think I've already proven in this
Epistle that the material on Koenig's website is predominantly A.·. A.·.
related. Besides I have not said my expulsion was 'exclusively' based on
A.·. A.·. issues. Rather, I've stated time and time again that this issue is
what has fueled Bill Breeze's anger from day one.
The third myth according to Scriven is that "Jerry was never given any
chance to respond to the complaints against him" He then adds in
parenthesis his brief rebuttal, "(ibid, with Jerry's stubborn rejection);"
To reply to this allegation I'd like to quote what I wrote to Tony
Iannotti a few days later, or on the 30th in regards to Dave's comment. I
asked him, "When did I rejected to submit a defense? What bull-shit. If I
remember correctly, tell me if I'm wrong, but I told you that I was
writing my defense letter and waiting to receive the final 'charges' which
were coming from Breeze [which never arrived] and the questions coming
from Lon & Jim [which also never arrived] ... because I was waiting for
the above and before I could finish my 'defense letter' ... WHAM! ... the
Grand Tribunal came up with it's recommendation to expel me." This is the
actual truth. I never stubbornly rejected to give a defense to the OTO. I
was never given the chance.
The fourth statement which Scriven says is false is that, "Bill Breeze
personally desires to be world-wide head of A.·. A.·." Dave adds, "(He
explained his position in detail at the Areopagus meeting, which you could
and should have attended. I relayed his stated position to you in
Riverside, and it did and does not include him being head of A.·. A.·.)"
Obviously this Epistle of mine proves otherwise. Although in all honesty,
Dave is not really lying, he's simply playing semantics. Yes, Bill Breeze
may never have said that 'he' wanted to be the world-wide head of A.·. A.·.
but, then again, he has stated that only his A:.A:. would be tolerated.
Besides, it is not secret that Bill Breeze is actually the number two man
in their lineage. James Daniel Gunther holds the position of number one.
The fifth and final lie according to Scriven is, "Bill Breeze has
threatened to sue Phyllis over her use of the A.·. A.·. name and symbols."
Scriven writes that this is "(baseless and absurd)." So what is Dave
Scriven saying, Phyllis is a liar? Why is it that everyone else is a liar
except Bill Breeze? This is always the first line of defense by OTO
leadership. "We're right, everyone else are liars!" It's a tragic stance.
Personally, I believe that Phyllis' credibility as being truthful and
honorable is a far cry greater than that of Mr.Breeze. I could write a
volume on comparisons. Obviously Scriven thinks otherwise, if he thinks at
all. Anyway, much of what Dave Scriven writes is simply a 'spin' on the
truth to do damage control. But I'd like to ask, "Who is really telling
the misinformation, David?" Anyway, I called Marlene at work, she
down-loaded Dave's email, put it in an envelope and sent it to Phyllis.
She needs to know what Scriven is saying about her.
On June 30th I sent Tony Iannotti an email. Letting him know, "On
another note. All Hell is breaking loose this week. Phyllis has gotten
involved with the A.·. A.·. issue and has written a scathing letter to
Breeze. Have you heard about this yet? Anyway, it seems Breeze threatened
her on May 21st in a phone conversation over the use of A.·. A.·. sigils etc,
which was a bad move. Of course, he's denying it now and so is Dave
Scriven. ... Dave and others are claiming that Jim Graeb and I are filling
Phyllis' head with lies and misunderstandings. Dave Scriven even said that
Bill Breeze never stated that he personally "desires to be world-wide head
of A.·. A.·." at the Areopagus Meeting. Claiming, 'He explained his position
in detail at the Areopagus meeting.' He accepted other lineages (?) ...
but, doesn't this seem like it's opposite what you told me?"
I then told Tony a story I had recently heard, how another source
present at the Areopagus meeting but who "demands" to remain anonymous,
told me, "Tony is full of himself about the A[reopagus] meeting. What he
quoted to you never never happened. It's bad lies" He went on to say,
"Bill never said there was only one A.·. A.·.. Nor was he angry about your
(i.e. meaning me) comments in Red Flame. The issue never really came up."
I then told Tony that I defended him rather hotly, but got back a simple,
brief email that I was wrong and "Tony is obviously scattered or mistaken"
of the events on April 29th. End of subject. I asked Tony, "So what gives?
Are the spin doctors changing the story or what? I told you they were
going to try to hang your credibility out to dry. Aren't you glad you came
out of hiding?" To this Tony replied, "I do seem next at the spit! As far
as the anonymous member of Areopagus I don't care about what cowards say.
What David is saying now does seem like the opposite of what I remember
and also of what you've been saying, and also what he's been writing."
There is an official copy of the Minutes of the last Areopagus Meeting
which lists what was discussed and wasn't. In regards to 'my issue' it
states: "1 Agenda Addition. 1.1. Motion: To make the following addition to
the agenda as an emergency issue pursuant to Bylaws Section 2.18(c): The
Standards of conduct to be expected from a member of the Secret Areopagus.
Background: Jerry Cornelius published "Red Flame" in which he discusses in
detail the OTO initiation rituals (violation of the oath of secrecy) and,
after the issuance of the Agenda for the Areopagus meeting, allowed
P.R.-Koenig to post some articles published in supra on his website (an
act prejudicial to the welfare of the Order.) Directly following this is
"1.2 motion" which goes into how to deal with me, appointing a Grand
Tribunal etc. All in all, the meeting began at 12:45pm with the first
Motion and the 2nd Motion ended at 4:30pm. Just like Tony said, roughly
four hours of dealing just with me. FOUR HOURS! And only a few lines in
the official minutes! If this ain't a travesty, there is no mention of
anything regarding A.·. A.·. issues. It's like Breeze's rants didn't even
happen. However, didn't the Grand Tribunal convict me for letting Kalil
release the 'minutes' of the Areopagus Meeting to the public by quoting
Tony regarding Bill Breeze's A.·. A.·.views? But, if this was true, then why
isn't what I or Kalil wrote about in regards to Breeze's A.·. A.·. rant found
anywhere in the minutes? The official minutes are seemingly devoid of
everything Tony told me. And they say there is no conspiracy!
XIV.
On Monday July 3rd Tony Iannotti finally forwarded me the complete
'email file of our personal correspondence' of what he's sending to
Breeze. Doing this has always rubbed me wrong from day one. The OTO had
already found me guilty and recommended my expulsion. Now, it's simply
trying to prove their case after the fact because its own incompetence has
come back to haunt them and has caused them considerable flack worldwide.
It's no secret that they're trying to use my email correspondence to prove
that I did offer a defense contrary to what I'm claiming. In some ways
they're correct but, in others, they're blatantly wrong. Right up till the
day the Grand Tribunal made up its mind to recommend my expulsion I was
still waiting for the official charges to arrive from the OTO as well as
the GT's questions so I could address them as a defense. I still had no
idea what the exact charges were against me. Even Tony knew this, we
discussed it and my emails prove it. My defense was going to be an
"official letter" but I was waiting for the charges and questions to
arrive so I could address them properly. My emails between Tony & myself
prove beyond a shred of a doubt that I never forwarded this defense letter
nor was given the opportunity to do such before the Grand Tribunal came to
its conclusion. What I find so reprehensible now is that they want to wave
my personal email correspondence in the air and say, "Look people, he's
lying! He was given the opportunity to offer a defense! and here it is!"
During the course of this day, Tony and I emailed back and forth to
clarify misunderstandings, mostly on my part. I thought everything that he
sent was being forwarded right away. It wasn't. At least it wouldn't be
until I made editing suggestions about personal stuff which had absolutely
no bearing on my expulsion. Later in the afternoon I sent the following:
"Tony 93! Sorry for venting. I'm stretched to the limit over all this
bullshit of trying to justify my expulsion after the fact of accusing me
of a crime. It's become a daily thing with numerous emails floating in to
give me all the graphic details of what is going on behind the scenes. It
wears you down after a while.
Bill Breeze, Heidrick, Scriven and others are lying through their
teeth of late and the 'damage control' being done at my expense has got me
about three shades ready to go in for the kill. These guys don't realize
it but the people who are asking them so many question are actually
friends of mine too, who I might add, are telling me everything. This is
not a fraternity anymore ... it's back stabbing treachery. Your package
this morning came in while I was dealing with their attacks on Phyllis.
Yes, it's become bad. They're trying to trash this woman as being mentally
incapable of discerning the facts. They're saying Graeb & I are filling
her head with deceit and misinformation. Were basically being called
liars! This is not the fraternity I joined in 77. If Breeze wants to know
why he has enemies ... it's because HE MAKES THEM. His behavior toward me
is widening a gulf a hatred by the moment. Then when I come out swinging
he's going to publicly cry, 'Why me? What did I do to make him so mad?'
... Sadly, I'm getting so much treachery thrown at me ... I often don't
have time to think.
I need a vacation
I'll have the edited material emailed to you by the weekend.
93 93/93 Jerry."
On Tuesday July 4th Tony wrote, "93! Don't worry about venting, I
understand. Please remain assured that I am not going to send anybody
anything you wrote to me without your approval. Their attacks on Phyllis
are really bothering me, if you have any suggestions as to how I might
better serve her than I was able to serve you it would be very much
appreciated. (Of course, she probably does not need my help any more than
you do, I _am_ full of myself sometimes!) Anyway, no apology necessary, I
did not mention in the cover letter that it was for your editing. I hope
you do get a vacation from all this soon, I'm sure we could both use one!
93, 93/93 Tony." Later in the day I replied, "At times I am amazed that
you put up with me. I am humbled." In regards to his concern about their
attacks on Phyllis and asking how he might help I replied, "Their attacks
are bothering many of us. I'd suggest contacting her. Do you have her
phone number? She knows a lot about what has been going on of late even
though both Breeze and Scriven have asked that she not be informed. [ask
Jim about that, he'll give you the details.] Anyway, she knows the full
jest of our correspondence. I've kept absolutely nothing from her. Why
should I? In fact, she is the only person to have a copy of my 44 page
'Epistle on My Expulsion' which goes into all the gruesome details behind
the scenes from day one to present. She was shocked when she read it.
Called me right up and we chatted over an hour. She said she knew 'only
the tip of the iceberg' and 'didn't know it was this bad' in regards to
Bill's A.·. A.·. shenanigans. All in all, she needs info, honest and
truthful. She's a wonderful person and being kept in the dark and not
knowing can be difficult. Support is the key word. You should call her.
Since she knows a lot about what you & I have chatted about, you already
have something in common right up front, and can begin by just saying, "So
you know?" Basically what I'm saying is that you're wrong, Phyllis and
myself both need your help. Phyllis likes you a lot, misses you. She told
me so. You should contact her."
Tony would later reply, "No, I have been working crazy hours this
week, will try to touch base with her this coming one. I don't think I
have her number, though, do you have it handy? It must be over a decade
since I have spoken with her." As for my comment that Phyllis told me the
information should be made public and not buried in files or kept quiet,
Tony agreed with her, replying, "Good for her! I also think the whole
thing could be helped to heal (if possible) by a liberal dose of exposure
to sunlight and air. Kill or cure! I'd very much like a copy of it." He
continued saying, "I think this may well be the parting of the ways for
you and HB, and that may well be healthy for both of you! What he does
with the OTO is not good for your heart, and you have so many more
pleasant ways to spend your time. And a bit of madness is not unhealthy
either, enjoyed in moderation. ;-)." In many ways I agree with Tony.
On Friday July 7th, I'm not going into all the details, I got 'drift'
that certain people over-seas might be getting a copy of my Epistle
through a third party. I didn't want it to get out so I emailed a few
close friends saying, "I'm writing you is to let you know that there is an
unedited, first draft copy of my 'Epistle on the Expulsion of Jerry Edward
Cornelius' floating around. It's a tome at 44 pages. However, there are
things going on behind the scenes right now which makes it important not
to post this too quickly. If it comes your way, please hold on to it
'privately' ..." Marlene also sent out an email to another friend, saying,
"In case the recent Epistle has begun making any 'rounds' please recall or
postpone any action on it. There is much afoot and it is, after all, only
a 'Draft' which might be radically altered in the near future. We have
alerted others as well but you may know some we do not."
Saturday July 8th I spent the morning finishing up on my editing of
the stuff Tony wants to send to Bill Breeze. I sent my recommendations to
Tony around 7:20 am. I told him, "For starters, I would like EVERYTHING
prior to Sunday May 14th excluded & not sent because it predates when you
told me the Grand Tribunal was formed and that you were on it. ... I think
this is fair." He would later reply, "Yep, definitely, I agree. Nothing
prior to my note to you on the 14th." I then wrote, "As for the rest of
the listings below. These are things I'd like omitted because they were
personal things which I believe have no bearing on my expulsion and, or,
were things I discussed 'privately.' I've left in the 'dates' so each
entry can be found easily." He would reply, "OK, this is exactly what I
needed as far as direction. I will make the deletions, and bounce you back
the edited version for your approval before sending to anyone."
I ended my email by saying, "It all seems to be heating up ... have
you talked with Phyllis yet? In my previous email I mentioned that I had
given Phyllis a copy of my 44 page 'Epistle on My Expulsion' which goes
into all the gruesome details behind the scenes from day one to present.
Although I had written this piece, as I explained to her, as a form of
'putting closure on things' and that it wasn't meant to be released, she
'wants' it made public. She stressed to me that this info should not be
buried in files or kept quiet. After a lengthy talk of over an hour on the
phone, she convinced me. Anyway, a lot is coming down on the 15th of this
month. That is the date Phyllis gave to Breeze requesting certain demands
from him. Of course Bill's ego won't allow himself to meet them, but if
her demands are not met then she's going public with certain info and I'm
releasing my Epistle as well for public distribution. Would you like a
copy? ... 93 93/93 Jerry."
Afterwards I worked on the revisions to the Epistle On My Expulsion,
editing and adding in new info, pages upon pages. It grew from 44 pages to
almost sixty. Later, we got a phone call from Jim Graeb. I was busy so
Marlene chatted with him. He was worried to death in regards to letting
out my Epistle because Wednesday, the day after getting it on the 4th, he
copied it & shipped it to every single Ninth Degree in the world! He must
have burned a line to his copy machine! 9:15am I called Graeb back, we
chatted awhile. I told him that it would have been nice if he had told me
that he was going to do this, or even after he had done it so I could
prepare myself accordingly. ... Afterwards, Marlene decided to check our
emails and the humor continued. It seems Ruthanne sent us a brief message
around 8:55am, just before Jim called, or while I was in the shower. She
wrote us saying, "Dear Marlene, Please don't have a cow. Jim just informed
me that you guys didn't know he was sending it out to all the lX°s. He
already mailed the fucker out, with some lengthy bulky download of the
Apology of Socrates. He is holding his head and groaning even as I
type.....I think this just ruined his day... Sorry sorry for the
miscommunication! On my part, I haven't sent it anywhere. Waiting! love,
Ruthanne."
At 2:53pm I sent Tony Iannotti an 'oops' email. "Tony 93 I've been out
doing errands all morning. Now that I'm back I think there is something
you should know. I got a phone call from Jim Graeb this morning shortly
after I sent you my email. He was responding to an email of yesterday
telling people not to post my 44 page Epistle. Anyway, he was worried
because I gave him a copy Tuesday night, at Phyllis' request. However, he
took it upon himself to make copies and send such to every single IXth
Degree in the world on Wednesday morning! I didn't want it to get out like
this but ... there is little I can say now except oops! All in all, I'm
not mad at Jim for doing it ... I just wish he had told me about it,
before or at least shortly thereafter. I don't like being kept in the dark
about things directly effecting me. I did get the impression that if I
didn't send out the email asking people not to post the Epistle, Jim
wouldn't have called to let me know what he had already done. That would
have really pissed me off. Anyway, when it arrives, I hope you enjoy it.
Sorry for it getting out this way. 93 93/93 Jerry." Tony would reply, very
briefly, "No problem, I look forward to seeing it! Others will of course
be more upset, but c'est la vie."
Later in the evening I called Phyllis Seckler to let her know what Jim
Graeb did in regards to sending my Epistle out to all the IXths. It's
funny, typical Phyllis, she replied by saying, "Oh my." We talked for
about ten minutes. Neither of us being mad at Jim's actions. However, it
seems Jim called her this morning after talking with me but he failed to
tell her about his shenanigans with my epistle. Anyway, I felt she needed
to know this just in case someone called her about it. She felt like me,
that Jim should have called & let me know what he was doing.
8:10pm Marlene checked our email. Keith Schurholz sent a rather
revealing email between himself & Dave Scriven. Of interest is when Keith
writes about keeping the minutes to the Areopagus Meeting quiet, saying,
"A word about the secrecy of minutes, etc: It's great, but please don't
use it as a way to cover up things that might embarrass the OTO's
leadership. You guys need to learn to be more accountable and take your
lumps when you're wrong. And HB can be wrong, and so can Sbzs. The Clinton
administration learned that the cover up can become more of a problem than
the original problem itself. 93:93/93 Keith." Ouch! Hit them hard and
below the belt Keith! In regards to the 'secrecy of minutes' & the 'cover
up things that might embarrass the OTO's leadership' Dave Scriven simply
replied, "I am not aware of anything in the Areopagus minutes that we are
trying to cover up ..." When I read this I sat back in my chair and
chuckled. Memory lapse, perhaps? I had to immediately send Tony a brief
email with Dave's quote so he could enjoy the comment as well. He must
have found it rather amusing because, with his typical sense of humor, he
replied, "That's excellent, then they won't mind your Epistle being
distributed!" From July 5th the days passed into a week and then more. It
was a quiet period [sort of].
Then, on Saturday July 15th, myself and others drove up to meet with
Phyllis Seckler to discuss matters of late. On the previous Wednesday
[12th] Bill Heidrick and Bill Breeze had both visited her. I will not go
into the details of either of these visits but I can say, Phyllis got her
letter! It's in Bill Breeze handwriting and very brief. It simply say:
"Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law. This is to affirm
that neither the Ordo Templi Orientis, nor myself in any other capacity,
will ever contest in a court of Law the use of the name or Lamen of the
August Fraternity A.·. A.·.. Love is the law, love under will. Frater Hymenaeus
Beta Frater Superior OTO."
It's dated July 12th 2000. The 15th Anniversary of Grady McMurtry's
death.
I joked with Phyllis about how she got Breeze, Heidrick and myself out
of our houses and visiting all in the same week. She laughed loudly with a
roar, then was quick to reply, "Ya, I haven't had this much attention
since I was in the Second Grade!" The following day I sent out an email to
my friends worldwide ...
Care Frater 93!
Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law.
I won't go into all the details but basically, Saturday's meeting with
Phyllis Seckler and others in regards to the A.·. A.·. went phenomenally
well. Although I can not give out copies [yet] we do have it in writing,
in Bill Breeze's own hand, that on July 12th 2000 he conceded and
acknowledges that neither the Ordo Templi Orientis, nor himself in any
other capacity, will ever contest in a court of Law the use of the name or
the Lamen of the august Fraternity A.·. A.·. by anyone. Bill Breeze has
completely backed off on his claims of being the 'only' A.·. A.·. in the
world! Although it is not everything I would have hoped for I am still
elated with this document. Even if I am expelled from the Ordo Templi
Orientis my entire fight from day one to the present in regards to the
rights of the A.·. A.·. members worldwide has been successful and I feel
fully vindicated.
Love is the law, love under will. J. Edward Cornelius.
THE END
Love is the law, love under will. - AL I:57
Frater Achad Osher
Issued this 16th Day of July, 2000 ev
From the Valley of Berkeley, CA
[Editor: Some spelling errors have been corrected in the letters &
emails which are quoted in this Epistle for the readers convenience.
All mentions of 'OTO' refer to 'OTO Inc' unless noted. ]
Also by Jerry Cornelius:
An Apology
Introduction
An Open Epistle Regarding Francis King's Book The Secret Rituals of the OTO Thoughts on Metzger
Myths of the Solar Lodge Revisited
The Life & Times of Grady Louis McMurtry
Chronology of events leading up to the lawsuit filed by the Ordo Templi
Orientis on Sept. 12th 1990 against Alameda County & the City of Berkeley.
KALIL and the Thelema93-l Tango
Liber Al Vel Legis (The Book of the Law) (Red Flame Nr.8)
Visit the Cornelius Homepage
Also of interest:
'Caliphate' Inquisition and the Ordo Templi Orientis Foundation.
Anonymous: Burning Down The House. 'Caliphate', Argenteum Astrum, James Wasserman, Donald Trump.
The 'Caliphate'
O.T.O. Phenomenon navigation
page | main page
| Aura of the O.T.O. Phenomenon
| mail
What's New on the O.T.O. Phenomenon site?